Back I Spy
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PrologueAn Interview
  5. NowA Discovery
  6. ThenBlack Star Sapphire
  7. NowThe Girl with the Two-Coloured Eye
  8. ThenHuman Asset
  9. NowThe Two Tunnels
  10. ThenThe Plague Pit
  11. NowThe Backwards House
  12. ThenThe Forgotten Things
  13. NowThe Woman in the Room
  14. ThenA Quarrel
  15. NowThe Excursion
  16. ThenProvocations
  17. NowFurther Warnings
  18. ThenEavesdropping
  19. NowPersistence
  20. ThenConcealment
  21. NowThe Robin
  22. ThenStartling Intelligence
  23. NowThe Visit
  24. ThenA Meeting
  25. NowAn Assault
  26. ThenApril Fool
  27. NowAn Ambush
  28. ThenThe Handkerchief Tree
  29. NowThe Doors With No Knobs
  30. ThenA Misadventure
  31. NowA Misdemeanour
  32. ThenThe Studio
  33. NowFurther Intelligence
  34. ThenThe Spin Out
  35. NowIllegal Entry
  36. ThenThe Memory Box
  37. NowThe Choice
  38. ThenThe Drowning Place
  39. NowThorpe Hall
  40. NowThe Miniature
  41. NowThe Present
  42. Acknowledgements
  43. For Those Affected by the Issues in This Novel
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Claire Kendal
  46. About the Publisher

I am leaning closer towards him, so my chest is against his. ‘What solutions do you offer? Do your employers consult you on the mysteries of the nineteenth-century novel, knowing that your ability to speak multiple languages and penetrate the Deep Web will give you an edge on those pesky Victorians?’

His answer is a kiss. ‘Is that okay?’

‘Very okay. Which of those job titles is the true one?’

‘All of them. Are you a trained interrogator?’

‘How many languages do you speak, George? I found books in six so far, but I haven’t examined them all.’

This elicits a modest mumble of syllables with no meaning, followed by an it’s-nothing, best-not-to-mention-it shrug.

‘Is it six?’

He gives me another modest shrug.

‘Ah. More than six.’ Lightly, I try that experiment I’d fantasised earlier, or at least part of it. I slip a hand beneath the T-shirt he put on before emerging from the bedroom and run my index finger from the centre of his chest and down, stopping above his belly button.

He inhales. ‘Maybe a few more than six.’

His persona of self-effacing guilelessness and charm is one of the best I’ve seen, but if I had a shred of doubt that he has been targeting me, it is now gone. ‘Are you a spy, George?’

He turns red.

‘Are you spying on me?’ I withdraw my hand from the inside of his T-shirt. ‘I think you may need a refresher course on controlling your physical stress responses.’

‘Only around you.’ He circles my wrist, wanting to keep my hand near.

I break his grip, and it is like resisting a magnet. ‘Is that an admission?’

‘Helen . . .’

‘Tell me the truth. If any of this is real – if you actually do like me – you need to tell me the truth.’

‘It’s complicated.’

‘You might also consider reviewing your evasion techniques.’ I stand and grab my bag. My heart is pounding – there is no denying my attraction to him, but also my fear, and anger, too.

‘Don’t go.’

‘Your death isn’t imminent and I need to leave.’ I move towards the door.

He shuffles back and forth on his heels. ‘I want to keep seeing you.’

‘Only because of the role.’

He looks down, so his hair flops over his brow. ‘That’s not the reason,’ he says to the floor.

‘So you admit what you are?’

‘Helen . . .’

‘Admit it.’

‘I can’t . . .’

‘Admit it now. Last chance.’

‘Please . . .’

‘None of this is real, and you know it.’ I blink away tears. ‘Not even my name.’