Back I Spy
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PrologueAn Interview
  5. NowA Discovery
  6. ThenBlack Star Sapphire
  7. NowThe Girl with the Two-Coloured Eye
  8. ThenHuman Asset
  9. NowThe Two Tunnels
  10. ThenThe Plague Pit
  11. NowThe Backwards House
  12. ThenThe Forgotten Things
  13. NowThe Woman in the Room
  14. ThenA Quarrel
  15. NowThe Excursion
  16. ThenProvocations
  17. NowFurther Warnings
  18. ThenEavesdropping
  19. NowPersistence
  20. ThenConcealment
  21. NowThe Robin
  22. ThenStartling Intelligence
  23. NowThe Visit
  24. ThenA Meeting
  25. NowAn Assault
  26. ThenApril Fool
  27. NowAn Ambush
  28. ThenThe Handkerchief Tree
  29. NowThe Doors With No Knobs
  30. ThenA Misadventure
  31. NowA Misdemeanour
  32. ThenThe Studio
  33. NowFurther Intelligence
  34. ThenThe Spin Out
  35. NowIllegal Entry
  36. ThenThe Memory Box
  37. NowThe Choice
  38. ThenThe Drowning Place
  39. NowThorpe Hall
  40. NowThe Miniature
  41. NowThe Present
  42. Acknowledgements
  43. For Those Affected by the Issues in This Novel
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Claire Kendal
  46. About the Publisher

He stood. ‘Rest.’ His hands were in fists. ‘Lie on your left side and get some oxygen and nutrients to the baby. I’m going to the bar. I’ll come and collect you for dinner.’ He glanced at the wardrobe and I followed his eyes. I hadn’t noticed the dress that was hanging from the moulding at the top. ‘Wear that. It was supposed to be a present. A surprise to make you happy.’

‘It’s beautiful. Thank you. I am happy.’ Did he buy a dress for Jane, and hang it on their hotel room wardrobe, before he attacked her? Did he accuse her of meeting someone else, as he did me?

I tried to think beyond this. Did he have a reason for wanting us to be seen together at dinner, a happy couple on a weekend break of fun in London before their baby was born? I remembered his saying that my coming with him might help us both. Was I some kind of pretext for his being here? A cover story? This seemed the most likely explanation for his agreeing to take me.

‘You can show me how thankful you are later tonight.’ He jerked open the bedroom door, stepped from the room, slammed it shut so hard the walls shook.

I waited fifteen minutes, then levered myself off the bed. I squeezed myself out of the sweater dress and threw it on the floor. I slipped the smoky blue new one over my head. The bodice was lace, the sleeves were sheer, and the skirt was silk. A jewelled crystal belt was encrusted along the empire waist, making my bump look distinct and unquestionable. I glanced longingly at the ballet flats I’d worn all day. Instead, I slid my feet into the heeled gold sandals he’d arranged beneath the dress. His medically informed concern for my pregnancy had once again been defeated by his impulse to dress me like a doll.

It was a hushed room, despite the fact that every full-grain leather chair in it was filled. This was not the kind of place where you stood and ordered your own drink. Attentive waiters glided among the tables before returning to the mahogany bar to murmur the guests’ choices of cocktail and champagne and whisky. When one of them headed towards me, I gave a slight no-thank-you shake of my head before stepping back. The man retreated instantly, practised at attending to the tiniest gesture.