Back I Spy
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PrologueAn Interview
  5. NowA Discovery
  6. ThenBlack Star Sapphire
  7. NowThe Girl with the Two-Coloured Eye
  8. ThenHuman Asset
  9. NowThe Two Tunnels
  10. ThenThe Plague Pit
  11. NowThe Backwards House
  12. ThenThe Forgotten Things
  13. NowThe Woman in the Room
  14. ThenA Quarrel
  15. NowThe Excursion
  16. ThenProvocations
  17. NowFurther Warnings
  18. ThenEavesdropping
  19. NowPersistence
  20. ThenConcealment
  21. NowThe Robin
  22. ThenStartling Intelligence
  23. NowThe Visit
  24. ThenA Meeting
  25. NowAn Assault
  26. ThenApril Fool
  27. NowAn Ambush
  28. ThenThe Handkerchief Tree
  29. NowThe Doors With No Knobs
  30. ThenA Misadventure
  31. NowA Misdemeanour
  32. ThenThe Studio
  33. NowFurther Intelligence
  34. ThenThe Spin Out
  35. NowIllegal Entry
  36. ThenThe Memory Box
  37. NowThe Choice
  38. ThenThe Drowning Place
  39. NowThorpe Hall
  40. NowThe Miniature
  41. NowThe Present
  42. Acknowledgements
  43. For Those Affected by the Issues in This Novel
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Claire Kendal
  46. About the Publisher

‘You have great taste,’ the shop assistant told him. She was willowy and elegant and I felt like an elephant standing beside her.

Zac looked so pleased with himself it made my heart hurt. I couldn’t forget that he was the father of my child, though I sometimes wished I could, however lovely he’d pretended to be the past four days. I reminded myself that this was only because of my absolute compliance with his every wish and command since Monday.

Except for the sex. My compliance with that was not perfect. I pretended to be asleep, but he worked hard to wake me up, moving me over on the bed, probably because he was considering the camera angle. When my avoidance attempts failed, I thought of the woman from the hospital who complained about him. Did he film her too? Or try to? I thought also of Jane, and the likelihood that there was film of her as well. Maybe they had a fight about that, and it led to whatever happened in that Irish hotel.

It wasn’t a problem I could solve alone. My best chance of protecting all of us was to extract a promise from Maxine that she would get me and my baby out of this mess and ensure those images reached a dead end. If I could pass on the information she wanted, she would be more likely to. I just wished I knew what the information actually was. And the true reason she wanted it so badly. I wouldn’t give up on pressing her, whatever she said about informants not being allowed to know the ins and outs of MI5’s motives and methods.

The shop assistant turned to me. ‘How far along are you?’

‘Five and a half months.’ My hand floated to my bump.

‘You look gorgeous.’

‘She certainly does,’ Zac said.

‘That’s kind.’ I could feel myself blushing. ‘All pregnant women are beautiful.’

‘True. I love your dress, by the way,’ she said.

‘Thank you.’ It was a tight navy sweater dress.

‘And you have one adorable bump.’

Zac smiled. ‘I need to go. I’ll leave you in safe hands.’ He kissed me goodbye, and I thought, fleetingly again, that we almost seemed normal. ‘Take a taxi back to the hotel.’

‘Of course.’ And I fully intended to, though not from this shop.

I stood in the curtained window, still clutching the babygrow, peeking over the Moses basket that was displayed front and centre of the glass. The basket had an ivory-spotted cover of quilted voile, edged in lace. I watched Zac walk away in his designer suit and film-star sunglasses, the sun glinting on his scalp. He flagged down a taxi with decisive authority and jumped in.