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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. homie
  3. homie
  4. Copyright
  5. note on the title
  6. my nig
  7. my president
  8. niggas!
  9. how many of us have them?
  10. jumped!
  11. saw a video of a gang of bees swarming a hornet who killed their bee-homie so i called to say i love you
  12. fall poem
  13. rose
  14. i’m going back to Minnesota where sadness makes sense
  15. the flower who bloomed thru the fence in grandmama’s yard
  16. in lieu of a poem, i’d like to say
  17. dogs!
  18. ode to gold teeth
  19. on faggotness
  20. self-portrait as ’90s R&B video
  21. my bitch!
  22. sometimes i wish i felt the side effects
  23. say it with your whole black mouth
  24. shout out to my niggas in Mexico
  25. white niggas
  26. what was said at the bus stop
  27. i didn’t like you when i met you
  28. for Andrew
  29. 1989–2016
  30. depression food
  31. undetectable
  32. all the good dick lives in Brooklyn Park
  33. broke n rice
  34. C.R.E.A.M.
  35. old confession & new
  36. gay cancer
  37. happy hour
  38. waiting on you to die so i can be myself
  39. the fat one with the switch
  40. my poems
  41. trees!
  42. my nig
  43. notes
  44. acknowledgments
  45. more notes & more acknowledgments
  46. About the Author

at her inauguration & say, the future is now, & we’d all marvel

at the sun & moon looping the sky like a gif as the cars learned

to fly & our skin grew bulletproof

& colin kaepernick is my president, who kneels on the air

bent toward a branch, throwing apples down to the children & vets

& rihanna is my president, walking out of global summits

with wineglass in hand, our taxes returned in gold

to dust our faces into coins

& my mama is my president, her grace stunts

on amazing, brown hands breaking brown bread over

mouths of the hungry until there are none unfed

& my grandma is my president & her cabinet is her cabinet

cause she knows to trust what the pan knows

how the skillet wins the war

& the man i saw high kicking his way down the river?

he is my president

& the trans girl making songs in her closet, spinning the dark

into a booming dress? she too is my president

& shonda rhimes is my president

& nate marshall is my president

& trina is my president

& the boys outside walgreens selling candy

for a possibly fictional basketball team are my presidents

& the bus driver who stops after you yell wait! only twice

is my pres

& the dude at the pizza spot who will give you a free slice

if you are down to wait for him to finish the day’s fourth prayer

is my president

& my auntie, only a few months clean, but clean

she is my president

& my neighbor who holds the door open when my arms

are full of laundry is my president

& every head nod is my president

& every child singing summer with a red sweet tongue is my president

& the birds

& the cooks

& the single moms especially

& the weed dealers

& the teachers

& the meter maid who lets you slide

& the cab drivers who stop

& the nurse’s swollen feet

& the braider’s exhausted hands

& the bartender

& beyoncé

& all her kids

& the rabbi

& the sad girls

& the leather daddy who always stops to say good morning

& the boy crying on the train & the sudden abuela who rubs his back

& the uncle who offers him water & the drag queen who begins to hum

o my presidents!

my presidents!

my presidents!

my presidents!

show me to our nation

my only border is my body

i sing your names

sing your names

your names

my mighty anthem

niggas!

love them two g’s in the middle

hanging down like hands scooping

water from a river pinked by dusk. i love

how it starts in the nose (nig-) then

books it to the back of the mouth

& smacks the soft palate (-gas).

i love the smell of nigga on the tongue

& how it means that which is me

& them niggas over there too. it do my heart

well to think on niggas, lower my cholesterol

when i holler NIGGAS! when i walk

into a room & be nigga’d right back.

nigga every room i enter, i touch