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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

“It’s an arrangement that suits us both. She’s a practical woman with absolutely no sense of smell.” He winked. “I couldn’t ask for more.”

The bell clanged again, and Margaret checked her watch, giving a little exclamation of dismay. “I must go. I have a dinner to attend and then a soirée. Very boring,” she added, embarrassed to have mentioned either engagement, “but I will have to change my clothes.”

“Yes? You look perfectly fine to me,” Sebastian said.

Her gown was one of her oldest and decidedly past its best. What was more, with its long sleeves and high collar, it was clearly not an evening gown. Sebastian never commented on her clothes. He rarely paid her any sort of compliment about her appearance and that was one of the things she liked about him.

“I’m not going to a pie shop, Sebastian, I’m going to dinner with one of my mother’s oldest friends. If I turned up in an outdated day dress smelling vaguely of Alfie’s napkin, she would be extremely offended.”

“In that case we’d better get rid of the ink on your face, too.”

He came round to her side of the desk, dabbing the tip of her nose with his handkerchief. “It tickles,” Margaret said, wrinkling her nose.

“Hold still—there’s another spot just here.”

Sebastian leaned in to dab at her cheek. She could smell the ink on his fingers, the sandalwood of his soap, the slightly musty wool of his waistcoat. His fingers fluttered down over the side of her face, down her throat to rest on her shoulder.

“Margaret.”

His voice sounded odd. Daring to meet his eyes, she knew with utter certainty that her doubts about his feelings were misplaced. “Sebastian.” Her voice was no more than a whisper. She had no idea what to do. If she moved she would break the spell.

For a long moment they stood together, gazes locked. Time seemed to stop, along with her breath, until he gave a soft sigh, and she lifted her face and surrendered her lips to his. She could feel his breath on her cheek, fast and shallow, sense his nerves were stretched as taut as hers. The taste of him, the softness of his mouth, the roughness of the cheek she lifted her hand to caress, the terrified delight of being so intimate with him, shocked her. Then tentatively, he moved his mouth on hers and she followed his lead, and her shock gave way to pleasure.

The clang of the front door-bell made them leap apart. Dazed, they stared at each other. “Good God,” Sebastian said, his cheeks colouring. “I’m sorry! That was very wrong of me.”

“Please don’t apologise. I was just as culpable,” Margaret said, freeing her hands.