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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

It was that, the thought of that incredibly annoying little habit he had and surely the most preposterous reason in history for calling off a betrothal, which decided her. If she returned to the ballroom, she knew she would be lost. Her courage would desert her, and before she knew it, the announcement would be made. On the other hand, if she stayed here hidden in the garden long enough, then her parents would have no choice but to finally put an end to her suffering. They would never forgive her, but on the bright side, neither would Killin. More importantly, if she went through with this engagement, she’d never forgive herself.

Sorry, sorry, I’m so sorry.

Repeating that one heartfelt phrase to herself over and over, Margaret hoisted up her crinoline, turned her back on the ballroom, and hurried towards the shrubs at the very edge of her father’s property.

Tears streamed down her cheeks, mingling with the sooty concoction that blackened her lashes, blinding her. The scent of expensive tobacco filled her nostrils just before she collided full tilt into a man idly puffing on a cigar. She would have fallen, set off balance by the contact with his solid bulk, had he not put his arms around her to steady her. The collision overset her shattered nerves completely. Margaret screamed, flailing wildly at him, attempting to kick his shins and stubbing her slippered toes in the process.

He let her go immediately. “Lady Margaret?”

She recognised the cultured Highland lilt as belonging to Donald Cameron of Lochiel, an acquaintance of her father and some sort of diplomat. “Leave me alone. Please, forget you saw me.”

Needless to say, he ignored her plea. “What in God’s name are you doing out here on your own in the dark? Your engagement is about to be announced.”

“I thought I’d just pop out for a smoke first,” Margaret replied witheringly, well beyond any attempt to be polite.

Startled, he eyed the lit cigar in his own hand, before dropping it and stamping it out. “You’re nervous and no wonder. It must be a daunting prospect, especially in front of the great and the good. Let me lend you my arm.”

He spoke to her as if to a child. Lochiel was very tall and sombrely dressed, the type of man commonly referred to as handsome or distinguished. However, like most men, handsome, distinguished or otherwise, he sported a beard, and one of the most objectionable types, too, known as the Newgate frill, which framed his face like a wiry ruff. “I don’t need your support,” Margaret snapped. “For pity’s sake, just leave me be.”

For one glorious moment, she thought he was about to do as she asked. “You need a little time to compose yourself, that’s all. I can understand that, but really, Lady Margaret, it will not do to keep everyone waiting indefinitely, you know.”