Chapters (98)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
- Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Eight
- Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
- The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
- Chapter Sixteen
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
- The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
- Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
- Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
- Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
- Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
- Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
- New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
- Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
- Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
- Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
- Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
- The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
- Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
- New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Historical Note
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She walked down the main street, past the shuttered tollbooth and the busy Cross Keys Hotel, on past the Corn Exchange, shuddering involuntarily at the spot marking the site of the last public hanging there. At the railway station on the outskirts of town, which her father had steered through an Act of Parliament to construct, she huddled for shelter in the doorway of the ticket booth.
If she didn’t marry at all, she was destined to become what Louise feared most, the family hausfrau, as she called it. A maiden aunt, at the beck and call of her brothers and sisters and their offspring, shunted from pillar to post as required. She would be a perpetual guest in others’ homes, expected to be nothing but dutiful and grateful until the end of her days.
Exasperated, she scooped a handful of snow into a ball and hurled it across the tracks. What she wanted was to stop the questions endlessly circling around and around in her head. What she wanted was to prove to her parents that she was indeed fit for purpose, not a selfish, feckless child.
Could she play the role expected of her, as Rufus Ponsonby’s wife? She could never love him, but love wasn’t part of the bargain. You must resist the urge to let your heart steer your actions. Louise’s words had stung, but she was right. Margaret should be asking herself whether she could learn to respect him, to hold him in some sort of affection. Every instinct screamed a resounding no, but look where her instincts had landed her.
Duty involved sacrifice and hard work. Her sister had successfully managed it, albeit, in Victoria’s own words, with a determined effort. If she could find the strength of character to emulate her sister, she would be redeemed in everyone’s eyes. And if she was fortunate, she would be rewarded, as Victoria was about to be, with a family of her own, even if she cringed to think how that family would come about.
If Victoria wasn’t example enough, she could look to Louise. Bored senseless, deprived of her friends, denied a proper debut, forced to listen to the queen’s endless lamentations and outpourings of grief, Louise did so with such grace and restraint that her mother believed she relished the task. Lou vented her feelings in her letters to Margaret, and she enjoyed her own, private little acts of rebellion, but she was otherwise a stoic.
Yes, Louise was the example she would follow. She would accept her place in the world, and she would make the best of it. She would have to wrap her heart in chains, suppress her true self in order to do so, but she would do it.