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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Would he prefer her to lie? But she’d never lied to him, and just as important, she had long since stopped deluding herself. “I don’t,” Margaret said. “I regret hurting you, but not turning you down. It was the right thing to do at the time.”

He looked up, smiling crookedly. “Do you know, that’s what I thought you’d say.” He pushed back his chair, getting to his feet.

“No, wait!”

“I thought we could go for a walk down to the loch side. It’s a beautiful evening—it would be a shame to waste it.”

“Oh. I thought you were—I thought . . .” To her horror, Margaret found herself on the brink of tears.

“You thought that I was about to storm off in a sulk?”

She laughed weakly. “I’m not sure you know how to sulk. I thought you still hadn’t forgiven me.”

“Oh, Margaret, don’t be daft. There was never anything to forgive. Come on, let’s take that walk, shall we?”

“Please.” She sniffed, dabbing her eyes with her linen napkin.

“Do you want to fetch a jacket or a shawl?”

“Oh no. This blasted tartan gown of Mary’s is wool, but there was no time to change for dinner. I was so hot earlier in the sunshine, I felt like a boiled lobster. How you managed to look so cool in all that regalia, I don’t know, though I must agree with the queen on this one point, Donald, you looked very handsome in it.”

“It was heavier than a suit of armour, but if it pleased you, then I’m sorry I discarded most of it the first chance I got.”

They had reached the terrace at the rear of the house, where a path led down to the river. Above them, the moon was bright in the dark-blue sky, making mere twinkling points of the stars. Donald was still wearing his jacket, kilt, and sporran, though he had lost the plaid and the various belts, buckles, and ceremonial swords and daggers. Margaret wondered at her younger self taking so long to see how attractive he was and to understand that he felt the same about her. “I am sorry,” she said gently, “for hurting you all those years ago.”

“You’d have hurt the pair of us a great deal more if you’d accepted my proposal when you weren’t ready. I told you at the time, remember—I didn’t want a half-hearted bride. I still don’t.” He took one of her hands, kissing the fingertips. “Shall we let the past be?”

“Yes.” She caught his hand, lifting it to her cheek, and couldn’t resist pressing a kiss in return to his fingertips. “Please.”

They made their way down to the river in silence, both lost in their thoughts, turning to follow the tumbling water to the pier at the head of the loch, where the Scarba was berthed.