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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Outside, it had stopped snowing and the sky had cleared. Randolph had moved only a couple of doors down to a larger town house on Bleecker when he married, and now he and Margaret walked the well-trodden path to Thompson in companionable silence. It was bitterly cold. The sidewalks crunched under their feet; the air was painfully sharp to breathe; but as they reached the entrance to Washington Square and the street lights dimmed, the stars brightened in the clear sky. The park had a magical quality, carpeted with snow, icicles dangling from the trees like Christmas decorations, the noises of the city muffled. Pausing to lift her face to the sky, Margaret was transported back to Dalkeith, as she always was during the festive season when there was snow, but this time when she opened her eyes, the longing that engulfed her refused to dissipate.

“What is it?” Randolph asked. “Are you worried that Rita is going to come between us?” he joked, though his smile faded when he saw she was close to tears. “Just because I’m a father now doesn’t change our friendship, Margaret, anymore than my becoming a husband did.”

“Don’t be daft! I couldn’t be happier for you and Geraldine. My goodness, I remember that first time you saw her, on the day of the Queen’s Cup. You looked as if you’d been struck by a thunderbolt.”

“An arrow straight to the heart.” He grinned sheepishly. “One look and I simply knew, though if you’d told me that could happen, I’d have laughed in your face.”

“I saw it with my own eyes, remember?” Margaret squeezed his arm. “You’re my best friend, Randolph. I want you to be happy, and you very obviously are.”

“So what’s bothering you all of a sudden? And don’t try and deny it—you can’t fool me.”

“Seeing you with your new family makes me think of mine, I guess.” She started walking towards the lights of the town houses on Washington Square, forcing him to follow. “It’s five years in January since I landed at Castle Garden, but it’s always more difficult to be so far away from home at this time of year. More so, since Mama started writing to me again. I feel I’m missing out on so much. My niece Margaret, my first little namesake was four in the summer, and now my sister, little Margaret’s mama, is expecting her sixth child this month—can you believe that!—and I’ve not set eyes on any of them save in the photographs she sends. In fact I have a brood of nieces and nephews I’ve never met and—oh, ignore me, Randolph, it’s like I said, I’m a little homesick, that’s all. Now here we are, back at my little town house. I won’t invite you in—Geraldine will be expecting you.”