Back Her Heart for a Compass
Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Margaret walked quickly away in the direction the man indicated, trying to maintain the confident expression of a woman who knew perfectly well where she was going. Turning onto Worth Street, the thoroughfare narrowed and very quickly became down at heel, the brick buildings interspersed with wooden shacks. She could still hear the roar of the traffic on Broadway, but it was clear she was entering another world entirely. The cobbles gave way to mud from which horse manure was the prevalent but far from the only smell. Water dripped from stand-pipes into the gutter. The traffic consisted largely of carts and rusty wagons. The shops were dingy: a grocer’s, a second-hand clothing shop, a shop that sold single boots and shoes. The houses had sagging roofs and cracked walls, brown paper holding broken windowpanes together. Rickety stairs led up the outside of some of the tenements, and washing hung limply in the cold, sooty, stagnant air, reminding her of the very poorest parts of Sebastian’s parish.

Irish brogue, Italian, and German voices mingled with the New York twang and the heavily accented drawl of the American South. Black-skinned men and women were very far from being a noticeable minority, as they were farther up-town. It was she who stood out here, despite her shop-bought woollen gown and plain winter cloak. It wasn’t the colour of her skin, or even her red hair, but the lack of darns and patches on her clothes, the lack of holes in her boots. She was sure that even the pristine fur lining of her mittens was visible.

In Lambeth and in Dublin, people had eyed her covertly as an obvious stranger. Here, they stared openly at her as she passed. Finally seeing her destination, Margaret gave a huge sigh of relief. The substantial angular edifice loomed high into the grey sky, its identity proclaimed in block capitals fixed under the roof and painted on the side of the building. Diagonally opposite were two large brick buildings which must be the House of Industry. The sidewalk in front of the mission was paved; the front door, offset on the left, was imposing. Margaret stood before it, beset with nerves. They might reject her. They might think her a fraud, coming here with no testimonials, for it had not occurred to her until now to try to obtain any. She had never applied for work before, had never had to justify her experience or her credentials.

From behind the high fence came a squeal, then a peal of laughter. “Race you to the wall,” a small child cried out.

These were the children she hoped to help teach. She had conquered the formidable Lambeth Ladies. She had won over the Enniskerry infants and their schoolmaster. She was here to honour Sebastian, and she was determined to do him proud. And Donald, too, though he would never know it. His continual bolstering of her confidence had given her belief in herself.