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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Margaret pressed a kiss to the baby’s brow, wiping a tear hurriedly from her cheek before it could damage the print. She had sent Walter a jack-in-the-box, and for Cecil and Margaret, she had chosen music boxes. In the trunk, which would accompany Marion across the Atlantic, there was a music box for Mama, too, and a copy of Little Women for Mary. It was signed by the author, whom Margaret had met at one of Mary Louise’s salons. She had picked up the new edition of Mary Louise’s own book, A History of the City of New York, in Appleton’s, thinking that her father might enjoy it, forgetting just long enough for it to hurt when she remembered that he would not welcome any gift from her. Replacing the book on the shelf, telling herself he didn’t deserve it anyway, had proven much more difficult that it ought to have. She didn’t love him, but neither could she completely cease to care, no matter how badly he treated her.

With a wistful sigh, Margaret carefully set down the photograph of Victoria’s family and began to pack the last of her gifts into the trunk. There was a spangled silk scarf for Julia in her favourite cornflower blue and a pair of rather risqué black silk stockings. Another copy of Little Women was destined for Breda, and there were gifts for all her brothers and sisters and her mother, too. Jacob’s ladders; jack-in-the-boxes; and a small mountain of candy including peppermint sticks, liquorice whips, Whitman’s sugar plums, Necco Wafers, and peanut candy were earmarked for the Enniskerry schoolchildren. The trunk was so full she had to sit on the lid to force it shut.

It was snowing outside, a fresh, soft fall on top of the crisp frozen blanket already covering Washington Square. Margaret traced the path of the snowflakes as they landed gently on the windowpane before they melted. Was it only three years ago when she had stood in the orangery at Dalkeith doing the same thing? Three years, since she tried so desperately hard to stifle her feelings and do what was expected of her. Her first exile, and her first Christmas apart from her family. Would she ever share another Christmas with them? It seemed unlikely.