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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Her stomach was churning like the vast ocean they had just crossed as the barges on which they would be disembarked came alongside. She couldn’t believe they had actually arrived in the New World. Her mind had been in constant turmoil as they steamed at alarming speed across the Atlantic, every creak and roll of the ship, the foaming wake it left in its trail, a reminder of the distance they were travelling, of the world and the loved ones she was leaving far behind. It was easy during daytime to put her fears aside and enjoy the Scotia’s lavish hospitality, but at night in her cabin she had lain awake, questions and worries swarming like bees in her head. In those long, dark hours, she felt completely alone. Gazing out the porthole at the pincushion of stars in the ink-black sky, she had veered between exhilaration and the sensation of being trapped on this hulking, roiling iron vessel. Forced to forge relentlessly onwards, secretly relieved that the choice to turn back had been taken out of her hands.

Now, looking out at the emerging New York skyline, Margaret’s optimism reasserted itself. She had taken a huge leap into the dark, but despite all her doubts and fears, she was still convinced it was the right move. The article in the Illustrated Times, which Lord Powerscourt had so kindly shown her before she left, simply confirmed her in her views. No matter what she did, no matter what her motives, at home she would always be the scandalous Lady Margaret.

As she watched the first nets containing luggage being winched down onto the barges, Aunt Marion joined her. “Good morning, my dear. Isn’t this exciting?” Her eyes twinkling, she produced two glasses of champagne. “The sun must be over the yard-arm somewhere. This will be our last opportunity to sample the contents of Captain Judkins’s most excellent cellar and our first chance to toast the New World.”

“Good morning, America,” Margaret said, smiling as she raised her glass.

“We are quite delighted to make your acquaintance,” Aunt Marion added, taking a deep draught. “Now drink up, for we will be disembarking on one of those barges directly. I fear I will resemble a prize heifer being unloaded from a cattle boat.”

The barge deposited them at Castle Garden pier, on the southern tip of the island of Manhattan, with Governors Island nearby. In the distance lay the green hills of Staten Island. The Scotia was one of many ships disembarking this morning, and the jetty was a seething mass of humanity hailing from every corner of the world, or so it seemed to Margaret. Her legs wobbled so much as she set foot on dry land that she was momentarily frozen to the spot. Her nose twitched at the smells; her ears rang with the noise. Officials were shouting instructions, waving their arms, and she panicked as the crowds surged forward.