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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Mama had not warned her that the Presence Chamber would be so crowded. There was a sea of courtiers, the most senior of whom was the Lord Chamberlain in his full wig and gown. In addition to the numerous lords in waiting in their silk knee breeches, there were equerries and gentlemen in waiting surrounding the royal party in full regalia, their chests swathed in sashes and braid, glittering with honours and medals. Ladies-in-waiting took up more space with their feathers and crinolines, making the passageway to the dais hazardously narrow.

“More slowly,” Mama hissed out of the corner of her mouth as Margaret began the short journey.

She didn’t see Louise at first, for her friend was standing to one side, partly obscured by her elder sister. But as Margaret got to within a step of the dais and Mama presented her, Louise adjusted her position and wiggled her eyebrows.

Margaret bit her lip as the nervous giggle formed. Dear heavens, surely Louise would not actually wink, as she had threatened. But, no, Louise prided herself on her public poise; she would never do anything so risky.

Margaret creaked carefully into her full court curtsy, reciting the instructions in her head. Drop low enough so that her knee almost touched the ground. Hold. Count to three. Bow for three. Eyes on the ground. Keep your balance. Hold on to your bouquet. Her knees trembled, and her nose itched with the urge to sneeze. She could feel Louise’s encouraging gaze on her, and Mama’s, too, which gave her the will she needed to remain perfectly in control. Was she close enough to the queen? Low enough for her petite majesty to reach her cheek? Goodness, how much longer must she hold this pose?

At last, the queen bent forward and brushed her cheek with the kiss, an honour reserved for the elite few. Finally, Margaret was permitted to rise, which she did as Mama had instructed, as if a rope were attached to her head pulling her straight up.

The closing stage of the ceremony required her to pay her respects to each of the royal party. Bertie was there, though no Alix, presumably excused because of her condition. Margaret made a deep curtsy to the Prince of Wales, and then moved on. Princess Helena was next, looking very unlike the Lenchen she knew, stiff and regal in her formal gown. Margaret reached Louise and despite herself, she smiled as she curtsied. Nothing could detract from her friend’s elegant beauty. The smile Louise bestowed on her as she rose from her curtsy was fleeting but warm, making Margaret glow with pride, for she had passed the test, and no-one had higher standards than Lou. Not even Mama.

“Well done.”

Another of Louise’s talents, her ability to speak with her mouth closed. Margaret dare not acknowledge the words, concentrating on making her way backwards out of the room, her gaze fixed towards the queen.