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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

“Do you know how rare a quality that is in a man? And yet you have refused him?”

“Yes!”

“Is it that you don’t return his feelings?”

“No. I didn’t know that I had those sort of feelings for him until today but . . .” Margaret dropped her head into her hands. Julia was making her doubt herself. Ought she to have agreed? But no, no, no, it still felt completely wrong. She lifted her head. “I am simply not ready to be married, Julia, and I told him so. What’s more, thanks to my father, I don’t need to marry. I had a letter from him today. Wait here, I will get it.”

Thinking that it would explain far better than she could, Margaret quickly retrieved the letter from her bedroom, then handed it over, watching anxiously as Julia perused it. But when she reached the end, there was no clearing of her brow, only a deepening of her frown. “I find this shocking in its calculated coldness.”

“The point is I’m free. I am now of independent means.”

“The duke is paying you off. This is the equivalent of a—a divorce settlement between you and your family,” Julia said, her hands shaking as she folded the letter back up and handed it over. “Your father is disowning you. If you accept his terms, you will never see your mother or any of your sisters and brothers again.”

Which of course Margaret understood, though having Julia articulate it made it sickeningly real. “But if I do not accept, I must remain here in limbo, quite powerless.”

“I would be happy for you to remain here, but Lochiel has offered you an alternative.”

“I won’t marry Donald simply to escape my father’s clutches.”

“You have admitted that you love him. He has declared his love for you. Even more importantly, Margaret, you are true friends,” Julia said earnestly. “Do you have any notion how unusual that is, between a husband and wife? Lochiel has everything you could want in a husband. As his wife, you would be re-established in society, accepted back into the family fold, and you’d have the chance to create your own family, too. That is so much more than most women can dream of, yet you . . .” She stared at her, shaking her head. “What more can you possibly want?”

“I don’t know,” Margaret replied wretchedly, knowing that she had already been offered a great deal more than Julia herself had. “I don’t want more. I want—I want something different. I know how fortunate I am to have received such an offer. When Donald proposed I was sorely tempted, of course I was, but I knew it would be a mistake.”

“A mistake! To do what every woman aspires to, to marry and hopefully raise a family? I simply don’t understand you. Do you realise what you are throwing away?”