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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

It seemed to Margaret to take only slightly less time to have her photograph taken than it would have to have her portrait painted. It was gone twelve when she and Mama were assisted into their coach for the short drive to Buckingham Palace, ridiculously premature for a reception that did not commence until three, especially since they were forbidden entry before half past one. But in this, as in every other aspect of the day, Mama was proved right. The carriages containing that day’s quota of debutantes and assorted female relatives who would present them were so numerous as to have almost stopped the traffic in the Mall. To add to the mayhem, crowds of onlookers, in a wonderful assortment of equipages from drover’s carts to sporting carriages, occupied the space on either side of the main procession, their passengers peering at the debutantes as if they were animals in a zoo. Several bold pedestrians even pressed their noses against the carriage windows to get a closer look.

Margaret’s relief when they finally arrived at Buckingham Palace was short-lived. Their progress through the series of hot, stifling antechambers towards the Presence Chamber was tortuous. The atmosphere was hushed, expectant, crackling with tension as mamas fussed over gowns and feathers and trains and veils, and daughters stood rigid and flushed but unable to use their fans for fear of disturbing their coiffure or dropping their wilting bouquets. When her tummy rumbled, the noise seemed like a thunder-clap, drawing the horrified attention of everyone around her.

“Margaret!” her mother hissed. “Have you no self-control?”

“It is precisely because I have exercised self-control that my tummy is complaining. I have eaten precisely nothing all day.”

“For a very good reason. There are no facilities of any sort here,” Mama said pointedly.

Was a debutante expected to have rigid control of her waterworks as well as her demeanour? Margaret thought better of inquiring. In truth, as the hour of her debut approached, she was fighting a very strong urge to flee. Casting a critical eye over the other debutantes confirmed that she did indeed look exactly like them. Were any of them feeling as she did? She tried to tell herself that it was simply a ceremony to be got through, but she knew it was much more significant than that.

“It is almost three,” Mama said, twitching at the lace of Margaret’s gown. “The Lord Chamberlain has informed me that we will be among the first to be called. I hope I don’t need to remind you of the need to deliver an impeccable performance.”

Like one of those dogs which jumped through burning hoops, Margaret thought. Only she was wearing her hoops. “All this effort, just so that I can curtsy to the queen, which I have done any number of times before.”

“You know perfectly well that it is about much more than that.”