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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

“The usual. Another month, and still no sign of me being with child, and now Wingfield has gone off to London and heaven knows when he’ll be back.” A tear trickled down Julia’s cheek. Snatching her hand back, she found her handkerchief and dabbed her eyes. “We have been married for three years come April, and I have signally failed to find myself in an interesting condition. The matter wasn’t so urgent while Maurice was alive, but now he is gone, and Mervyn is becoming increasingly agitated at the thought of Lewis inheriting.” Julia sighed wearily. “Wingfield married me to produce an heir. It is the one thing he required of me, and I have let him down.”

“It takes two people to make a child, Julia, and Lord Powerscourt was away from home for six months.”

“He has been home since October. Four months! You’d think that would be time enough. The truth is, even when he is here he pays more attention to his collections,” Julia said bitterly. “His gardens are flourishing, his precious deer are breeding, but his wife is barren.”

“You don’t know that!” Margaret exclaimed, appalled. But as she slid a glance at Julia, sitting rigidly erect, gazing blankly out of the window where the rain was falling so heavily it all but obliterated the view, Margaret struggled to think of any practical advice to offer. The matter was so delicate, and Julia so very reserved. Yet she was obviously wretched; something had to be said. “When he is at home, does he— what I mean is, does your husband come to your bed?”

Julia’s cheeks flooded with colour. “Yes.”

“And does he . . .” Margaret flinched. Her own cheeks were blazing. “Does he perform the act? Adequately, I mean?” she asked, realising as she did so that she wasn’t at all sure what she meant.

“I think so,” Julia whispered, keeping her gaze fixed on the window. “As far as I am aware, he does what is necessary, but to no avail. Every month I have to endure the embarrassment of my maid removing the evidence of my failure, knowing that the bad news will be all over the servants’ hall in five minutes.”

“Oh, Julia . . .”

“And it’s not only the servants. The whole county are watching and waiting. When Wingfield brought me here as his bride, Margaret, there were such celebrations, and I was so filled with hope. He was more conscientious then, when we were first married, but I think my continued failure to conceive has put him off.” Julia shuddered. “It is mortifying. I shouldn’t be discussing this with you. You are not even married.”

“You must talk to someone. Couldn’t you write to your mama?”