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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

“Am I disturbing you? I was hoping that your letter brought good news.” Julia’s small smile faltered as she neared. “Oh dear.”

To Margaret’s dismay, she seemed not to have run out of tears, for a fresh reservoir began to roll down her face. “Sorry,” she said, scrubbing frantically at her cheeks. “I don’t seem to have a handkerchief.”

“Here.” Julia produced one from her pocket and sat down on the bench by her side.

“My letter was from Mama. She has decided to write to me, even though it is against my father’s wishes, and . . .”

“There, take your time,” Julia said, patting her hand awkwardly.

Margaret drew a shaky breath. “I’ve been an appalling guest, and you’ve been very patient with me. I was supposed to be keeping you company.”

“There is nothing worse than being forced to keep someone company when all you want is to be left alone to wallow in misery,” Julia said.

Margaret laughed weakly. “Was it so obvious?”

“Yes,” Julia replied simply. “I worried that you might think me indifferent, but I did not wish you to feel obliged to confide in me. If you want to talk now, though, I am happy to listen. Though only if you choose to.”

Margaret blew her nose. “I don’t want to take up your valuable time.”

“Time,” Julia said with a wry smile, “is one asset I have in abundance.”

“SO THERE YOU HAVE IT,” Margaret concluded. “I am dead to my father, and I have no idea when I’ll ever see Mama or any of my family again.” The relief of unburdening herself was already giving way to doubt about the wisdom of her confession. “I am afraid I have shocked you.”

“I won’t lie,” Julia said, “I am shocked. I had suspected it was a doomed love affair which brought you here, but I did not for one second imagine a secret betrothal to a parish priest. It’s a romantic notion, but only within the pages of a novel.”

Margaret shifted uncomfortably on the bench. “I never truly believed we could marry, but it took my father’s threats to force me to put an end to the dream that we might.”

Julia opened her mouth to speak, then closed it again.

“What is it? Please, I want you to be frank with me.”

“Very well then. In all honesty, I think you have behaved very foolishly, but the situation is not nearly as bleak as you imagine it to be.”

“I fail to see how it could get much worse. I’m very grateful that you took me in, but I don’t have the means to leave, and nowhere to go even if I had.”