Back Her Heart for a Compass
Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

Mama’s letter had arrived at breakfast time, her first and only correspondence since she came to Powerscourt over a month ago. Margaret had read it while perched on the wrought iron seat on the topmost tier of the Italian garden. The duchess’s words should have provided her with some comfort, but instead the letter shattered the fragile hold she had on her self-control. Her stay here was not an interlude. Her period of exile stretched endlessly in front of her.

Sorrow and regret welled up inside her. The distant trundling of a wheelbarrow reminded her that the gardeners would be here to start work any moment. Jumping to her feet, Margaret hurried towards the seclusion offered by the walled garden, barely noticing that Aoife was bounding after her.

The Bamberg gate, which marked the entrance, had been one of the present viscount’s many contributions to the estate. Originally designed for a cathedral in the German town for which it was named, it was a beautiful affair made of wrought iron painted black and gold. The central panels were fashioned to give the illusion that one was about to step into an aisle bordered by twisted pillars, covered by a domed, starred roof. Today, however, instead of marvelling at the ironwork, or lingering to drink in the scents from the nearby rose garden, Margaret simply pushed the gate open and stepped inside. Loneliness, like a heavy, suffocating blanket, was wrapping itself around her. Sensing her mood, Aoife whimpered.

The lavender border, which had been one of Julia’s innovations, was in full bloom. The fragrance released as the skirts of Margaret’s gown lightly brushed against them made her feel slightly giddy. Though this was primarily a working kitchen garden it was still a creation of great beauty, with symmetrical beds separated by grass so carefully trimmed Margaret sometimes imagined the gardeners must use nail scissors rather than scythes. The fruit bushes on the south-facing wall were beautifully espaliered, the herbs planted out like a floral bouquet. Fresh earth, new-mown grass, and the contented drone of bees ought to have been soporific, but by the time she passed the little fountain at the convergence of the paths, making for the sheltered bench on the farthest wall, tears were already tracking down her cheeks.