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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

This morning she had been worried about becoming betrothed to two men at once. By the end of today, she would cut herself loose from both. Amongst the seething swell of emotions, a tiny flicker of relief glowed. Though the duke had forced her hand in terms of the timing, she had already made the decision to tell Sebastian she could not marry him. It was the right thing to do, and would spare them both in the process. Dear heavens, if her father could use his connections to force Sebastian to toe the line simply for encouraging her to speak up for herself, he’d likely have him banished to a mission in Africa if he dared to marry her.

Trembling, Margaret descended from the cab as it came to a halt outside the rectory, gathering together the tattered remnants of her courage. Whatever became of her now, she was determined not to be the cause of Sebastian’s downfall. It was time to shatter his romantic illusions.

“LADY MARGARET! AND MOLLY, of course.” Esther held open the door, ushering them in. “What a lovely surprise. We were not expecting you today. Mrs. Elmhirst is out at the children’s hospital, but Father Sebastian is in his study preparing for evensong. Shall I bring you some tea?”

“No, thank you.”

Aware of Esther and Molly exchanging a significant look, Margaret was too intent on the coming interview to wonder what it might mean. She had failed to win her father over, but she was determined not to fail here. She would persuade Sebastian that his future plans could not include her.

He was seated behind his desk, his shirt-sleeves rolled up, his coat thrown over the back of the chair. The sunlight streaming in through the window created gold highlights in his chestnut-coloured hair which was, as ever, tousled from his habit of raking his hands through it.

“Margaret!” Throwing down his pen, he bounded across the room to meet her. “How lovely. I wasn’t expecting you.” But as she turned her face, so that his kiss landed not on her lips but her cheek, his smile faded. “What’s the matter? You’re as white as a sheet. Are you ill?”

Margaret pulled off her bonnet and gloves, taking her customary seat opposite him. “I know it’s your busiest day, and I’m very sorry to have arrived like this without any notice, but I have something pressing to tell you.”

“That sounds rather ominous.”

“Yes.” There was no way to soften the blow. “I can’t marry you.”

“I know you can’t marry me now, but as we agreed, I’m willing to wait. . . .”

“Sebastian, I can’t marry you. Not now. Not ever. I’m so sorry.”

“I don’t understand. What has happened to change your mind?”