Chapters (67)
- COVER PAGE
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
- CHAPTER 1
- Florida
- Fruit-Rotting
- Dope Camera
- Bags
- Feverpitch
- Numbers
- Ok, Wow
- I Am Standing on This Beach
- CHAPTER 2
- Smoking and Bug
- Hover
- Plus Dreams
- Our Hearts, Okay
- Papercut-Sunrays
- No Mask
- Fixtures Rot
- Ironing
- Goodbye, New York City
- CHAPTER 3
- New Gods
- Back to Us
- Windows
- Full Tilt
- Sparklers
- Night Blooms Sweet
- Nonsmoking Dream
- Snowflakes, Curtains, and All
- Now I Sing My Life
- Go I
- CHAPTER 4
- Future/Past
- FutureFucked
- What a Bad Idea
- Me and Joan of Arc
- A Colorful Ending
- Flight Pattern
- Poets Smoke
- The Bible Sold Lots, Didn’t It?
- Repeat
- Our Dreams Went South
- Help
- White Diamond
- San Pedro Park Blues
- CHAPTER 5
- Saturday
- Super Good/Keep Looking
- Smiling Like I Was New
- Whale Ships
- Drift
- Moon
- Good Things Too
- Artificial Lights
- Why Not?
- Yes
- Before That…
- CHAPTER 6
- California Forever
- Hellosunshine
- Hi,
- You’re Sleeping Now, Yes?
- Bright as Stars
- Like This, Us
- Lucky
i stopped listening to those disembodied voices
with
so many opinions
that almost
for how cruel and negative
a person can be
they forget to have their own…
you know, identity
so easy these people are
nowadays like dominoes falling into place
when someone starts the smear campaign
yelling “come on” engines starting
people so easy—with words
these blind fools word marching
burning torches with words
out their bedrooms
out their back rooms
he starts the dogs
gnarling gnashing teeth out the gates
it meant nothing to read books
or
to capture summertime things in your hand
or, wel
…kisses
those “sloppy fucking hand up your skirt”—
…kisses “running fingers across the side of your back
down to where you arms fold then…stop”—…kisses…
nope
the word marches roll through the word towns of
museums
the night watchman is beaten down with words
while
the night watchman is sleeping—and the paintings
come down
burning one by one
to the ground
on a pile with the other artifacts and the folklore
and
whatever wasn’t bolted to the ground
even the ink pens in the bank with the chains
they were swinging empty on the bottom
over the wood-paneled counter
if they were an idea
you could race the others to the yard with
and stand there on the banks
of the cliff
and
with all that music
watch it go over the side of the quarry
and fall
like a classic car
exploding on the rocks
everyone standing there
at their keyboards
blank
like a killer’s
eyes
it’s super weird
people have stopped counting
on their hands
and
in their heads
everyone is ON SOMETHING
in their mouths twice a day
or ON SOMETHING
electric bicycles
staring blankly into screens
and
those screens have funny lines going across them
when you videotape them—
and people look like they are in a trance
disappeared and
so sad
at the end of the entrance
with no-exit blank eyes
and carrying it now nervous
their little palms always stuck
to their faces
with their devices
unaware of how pretty
it is to be out walking
in all these amazing places
riddled with billboards
screaming into the alleyways
like glass floating houses
into the hurricane
oh well
i pretend i am a hovering diner
full of fucked pirates in their oil-stained linen shirts
cuffs out
smoking and being asses, beer-gutted and crook-toothed
and/or
i am surrounded
in a white formica silver-and-gold flecked booth by
library anomalies
the diner is me but a robot me with shiny insides—
silver on the walls
real metal
in the back—where the swinging doors swing
when the BELL pops and goes RING
like a cat
moving moving across porcelain pizza boxes
reading minds like a psychic trucker
his hand twitches and reaches for the coffee scalding
hot,
always,
as dawn fades up and down like it is note guessing
the bridge
in a trap
called
…get this…
“the white diamond”