Back Head First
Chapters (38)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Author’s Note
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. About the Author

No! I think, as I watch it fall in slow motion. Immediately, my thoughts go to Vanessa, who pulls a piece of plastic out of the reef on every dive. I may have brought toxic sunscreen but I’m not going to let a piece of plastic float about the Great Barrier Reef if I can help it. I can see the cup perfectly clearly, bobbing in the moonlight. Before I know it, I’ve stripped off my sweatshirt, and I haul myself over the railing and into the ocean.

Only once I’ve slammed into the cold water do I realise what I’ve done is incredibly stupid. There could be any number of sharks lurking under my feet.

‘Millie!’ Pippa shouts.

I locate the cup in seconds, the water is still, and I hear Aaron ask Pippa what’s going on. He shouts at me to get to the back of the boat, where there’s a ladder, and Pippa scurries to bring me a towel.

‘What were you thinking?’ Aaron asks, as I pull myself out of the water. ‘You know you can’t launch yourself into the water in the middle of the night.’ My teeth start to chatter. ‘She dropped pla-a-stic,’ I stutter out, holding up the waterlogged cup.

‘Ah.’ Aaron flashes me a sympathetic smile. ‘Good on you, then. But don’t go about repeating that. Go get in the shower.’ The rest of the boys are crowded around Aaron. Andrew gives me a high five. ‘Great save,’ he says. Miguel squeezes an arm around my shoulders. Even Derek high-fives me.

Pippa is quick to grab a towel. ‘That was quite dense of me,’ she says.

‘It was an accident.’ I smile at her and my teeth clack against each other. The temperature on the ocean drops over ten degrees each night, and, boy, can I feel the chill. On my way downstairs, I turn to apologise to Aaron for jumping in without a life jacket and I meet Hugh’s eyes. He stares at me for a beat too long, unblinking.

A shiver runs down my spine. I head to get cleaned up.

After my second shower of the night, I go upstairs to hang my clothes to dry on the deck. My hair is dripping wet, so I decide to sit on the platform for a while. I curl up underneath the protection of my sweatshirt while the evening breeze dries out my hair. I’m only outside for a couple of minutes before the group of men disbands, everyone heading to bed.