Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Living It Up
- The Curve
- The Senses
- Holding a Freshwater Fish in a Pail above the Sea
- The Watercolor Eulogy
- Hi, Melissa
- Poem to My Litter
- Dawn of Man
- Black Bulls
- Part 2
- For Crow
- To Randal, Crow-Stealer, Lord of the Greenhouse
- Sky-Sex Dreams of Randal
- Stalking My Ex-Girlfriend in a Pasture
- Mommy Harangues Poor Randal
- Lyric Complicity for One
- Part 3
- Poem About My Wife Being Perfect and Me Being Afraid
- When I Criticize You, I’m Just Trying to Criticize the Universe
- Poem in Which My Shrink Is a Little Boy
- Radiation in New Jersey, Convalescence in New York
- Poem Set in the Day and in the Night
- Poem to My Dog, Monday, on Night I Accidentally Ate Meat
- Troy
- Heaven Is Us Being a Flower Together
- Afternoon
- Part 4
- Second Dream
- Plush Bunny
- Crow Says Goodbye
- Appeal to My First Love
- The Big Loser
- The Vacuum Planet of the Pee Pee Priestess
- The Blimp
- The End
- Touching the Floor
- Zyprexa, the Snow Pills
- Snow Angels
- The Hanging Gardens
- Universe Where We Weren’t Artists
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
Buddha says fire, fire, put out the fire!
Everything burns here,
but not like Buddha says:
not from a fire-hoop around the head
where the flames point in.
Rather, flames take
the shapes of hammers and nails and lumber
around the burning things.
The new day is slid underneath
the old days:
The clouds can hear only themselves,
the wind can hear only itself,
the old sky grows dark and idiotic, and becomes heaven,
the sun wrenches itself open:
Babylon before Eden,
orchard before garden,
our variety before variety,
shame before shame-knowledge:
When shame was an entity
wandering even from the body
into the tea,
into the brass doves,
into this autobiographical moment.
I must take full responsibility. Quite right. I will move on.
Universe Where We Weren’t Artists
UNIVERSE WHERE WE WEREN’T ARTISTS
I am given a reward:
You two will pick
where I rest.
We are three sweet hunters gazing
at the fat-soaked bog.
Down each gun-hole
we seek the glass lens
that would explode the image
of our prey.
A cuff of air.
We look up to
the hilarious moon.
I fall down in white mud.
When the breath starts to be ragged,
tickle me, my deepest beloveds—
so that the raggedness becomes confused.
Acknowledgments
Acknowledgments