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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Part 1
  4. Living It Up
  5. The Curve
  6. The Senses
  7. Holding a Freshwater Fish in a Pail above the Sea
  8. The Watercolor Eulogy
  9. Hi, Melissa
  10. Poem to My Litter
  11. Dawn of Man
  12. Black Bulls
  13. Part 2
  14. For Crow
  15. To Randal, Crow-Stealer, Lord of the Greenhouse
  16. Sky-Sex Dreams of Randal
  17. Stalking My Ex-Girlfriend in a Pasture
  18. Mommy Harangues Poor Randal
  19. Lyric Complicity for One
  20. Part 3
  21. Poem About My Wife Being Perfect and Me Being Afraid
  22. When I Criticize You, I’m Just Trying to Criticize the Universe
  23. Poem in Which My Shrink Is a Little Boy
  24. Radiation in New Jersey, Convalescence in New York
  25. Poem Set in the Day and in the Night
  26. Poem to My Dog, Monday, on Night I Accidentally Ate Meat
  27. Troy
  28. Heaven Is Us Being a Flower Together
  29. Afternoon
  30. Part 4
  31. Second Dream
  32. Plush Bunny
  33. Crow Says Goodbye
  34. Appeal to My First Love
  35. The Big Loser
  36. The Vacuum Planet of the Pee Pee Priestess
  37. The Blimp
  38. The End
  39. Touching the Floor
  40. Zyprexa, the Snow Pills
  41. Snow Angels
  42. The Hanging Gardens
  43. Universe Where We Weren’t Artists
  44. Acknowledgments
  45. About the Author

Buddha says fire, fire, put out the fire!

Everything burns here,

but not like Buddha says:

not from a fire-hoop around the head

where the flames point in.

Rather, flames take

the shapes of hammers and nails and lumber

around the burning things.

The new day is slid underneath

the old days:

The clouds can hear only themselves,

the wind can hear only itself,

the old sky grows dark and idiotic, and becomes heaven,

the sun wrenches itself open:

Babylon before Eden,

orchard before garden,

our variety before variety,

shame before shame-knowledge:

When shame was an entity

wandering even from the body

into the tea,

into the brass doves,

into this autobiographical moment.

I must take full responsibility. Quite right. I will move on.

Universe Where We Weren’t Artists

UNIVERSE WHERE WE WEREN’T ARTISTS

I am given a reward:

You two will pick

where I rest.

We are three sweet hunters gazing

at the fat-soaked bog.

Down each gun-hole

we seek the glass lens

that would explode the image

of our prey.

A cuff of air.

We look up to

the hilarious moon.

I fall down in white mud.

When the breath starts to be ragged,

tickle me, my deepest beloveds—

so that the raggedness becomes confused.

Acknowledgments

Acknowledgments