Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Living It Up
- The Curve
- The Senses
- Holding a Freshwater Fish in a Pail above the Sea
- The Watercolor Eulogy
- Hi, Melissa
- Poem to My Litter
- Dawn of Man
- Black Bulls
- Part 2
- For Crow
- To Randal, Crow-Stealer, Lord of the Greenhouse
- Sky-Sex Dreams of Randal
- Stalking My Ex-Girlfriend in a Pasture
- Mommy Harangues Poor Randal
- Lyric Complicity for One
- Part 3
- Poem About My Wife Being Perfect and Me Being Afraid
- When I Criticize You, I’m Just Trying to Criticize the Universe
- Poem in Which My Shrink Is a Little Boy
- Radiation in New Jersey, Convalescence in New York
- Poem Set in the Day and in the Night
- Poem to My Dog, Monday, on Night I Accidentally Ate Meat
- Troy
- Heaven Is Us Being a Flower Together
- Afternoon
- Part 4
- Second Dream
- Plush Bunny
- Crow Says Goodbye
- Appeal to My First Love
- The Big Loser
- The Vacuum Planet of the Pee Pee Priestess
- The Blimp
- The End
- Touching the Floor
- Zyprexa, the Snow Pills
- Snow Angels
- The Hanging Gardens
- Universe Where We Weren’t Artists
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
Your lips, neck, arms,
these are not a harbor;
the you-around-you is the harbor.
In our bed, in the dark,
it is not sound, not outline,
but the motion of you
that brings to the surface of my body
all of the apparentness
of a settling glass of muddy water.
How I feel is then forgotten,
and instead I find myself
moving, joy, moving!
To Randal, Crow-Stealer, Lord of the Greenhouse
TO RANDAL, CROW-STEALER, LORD OF THE GREENHOUSE
I master the technology to make bricks.
I build altars clumped with fire.
I am not afraid to light
a flower and destroy her beauty;
the crispy flower has been taken to a godly feast.
Do you pity my imagination? It will kill you.
My mother will kill you.
She is my imagination.
I am a leather horse, and my mother is riding me.
You are a man: alert, passionate.
You sit in an almond of glossy hair.
You are capable of being persuaded by fine argument.
You even smile eagerly when convinced.
Remember what a great time we had in the first stanza?
And now this: me blubbering to mommy
over your brilliance.
Tell me what it’s like to be you. Well Max,
imagine if you stayed
by your bricks after your sacrifice
until your body warmed them.
It’s called being indoors, and it’s a good first step.
I’d die of thirst!
Imagine prying fingers through the bricks,
making tunnels your mind first saw as ghosts.
Imagine pressing your lips to the pipes
and sipping dew from the outside.
You are exquisitely sensitive.
I imagine defecating over your eyebrows: a unibrow.
And what about my godly flower? You still haven’t accounted for that!
I inhale the flower’s smoke, and it allows me to control every inch of
my body,
and a little man emerges: this is called being possessed.
I dance out here, trouserless on the salt flat, dazzled by hail,
because every gesture perfects my body
into the little man’s happy home.
You have no flowers in your indoor dark, fireless Randal!
Max, I have invented glass, through which the sun may light my flowers.
One of these days you’ll be stable enough to make a woman happy,
and that will go a long way.
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The secret to making people happy, Randal,
I call at your departing, shiny suit,
is that I am the people!
Sky-Sex Dreams of Randal
SKY-SEX DREAMS OF RANDAL
I am raving at you
with extremely good eye contact.
I fancy, lovely, that there are many drains
to circle.
Look at me and bore me,
bore me good and flaccid.
That’s right, now I’m in a getup,
dressed like a palm-tree lady—hula skirt, the whole shebang.
I have reached the end of suffering
and sat on the dark porch:
On the white ledge, a spider throws up the fat
of a bee.
Three white wood chairs in the mud,
a glass-topped table sealed into