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Contents (81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

She took a step closer, and in the sunlight, Max could see the wrinkles around her eyes and the light streaks of gray in her hair, the desperation in the taut lines around her jaw. “Do you think my daughter’s alive?”

“I hope so.”

“Don’t patronize me, Mr. Rupert. Do you think she’s alive?”

“I honestly don’t know. But if she is, I’ll do my damnedest to find her.”

“I know she is. She’s out there, Mr. Rupert. Maybe she’s hurt or maybe she just needs time to come to her senses, but she’s out there.”

Max let his eyes drop. “You’re probably right, ma’am.”

Meredith reached out and touched Max’s arm as if she could make Max understand. “Promise me something.”

“If I can.”

“Bring my family back to me. I won’t survive without them. Promise you’ll find my family and bring them home.”

A nod was the best Max could offer. Then he said, “I’ll do everything I can.”

CHAPTER 14

Pip was a quiet child, not only in his refusal to speak, but in his movement around the shack. On that first morning after Reed moved into Pip’s room, Pip had awakened and crept into the living room without making a sound. Spud had been in the kitchen sweeping up the pine needles that Reed had tracked in the night before. Catching movement out of the corner of his eye, Spud turned to find Pip sitting on the couch, watching him.

Spud smiled and summoned Pip to the kitchen with a twitch of a finger. “Pancakes?”

Pip smiled back and nodded.

They had eaten pancakes every morning since arriving at the shack. Spud remembered making them with his father, and it was the one meal he could whip up with confidence.

The door to the room where Reed slept was closed, and somehow both Spud and Pip knew to stay quiet. A sleeping Reed—like a bear in his den—was best left alone. Spud mixed the batter in a plastic bowl, whispering as he asked Pip, “Did you sleep all right?”

Pip looked away and didn’t respond. How could he have, with all the noise Reed made when he came home from the bar? Spud handed the bowl and wooden spoon to Pip to let him stir, something that the boy seemed to enjoy.

They ate the pancakes with syrup and a glass of milk, and Spud asked Pip to tell him about something he liked. Spud learned that Pip liked dinosaurs and some cartoon about a monkey with a tool belt. They kept their conversation low so as not to wake the sleeping bear, but when breakfast was done and Pip scooted his chair back, one of the legs caught on a tear in the linoleum. The chair flipped backwards, falling to the floor with a bang.

Reed shouted through the closed door. “Goddammit! I’m trying to sleep.”

The color drained from Pip’s face.

“My fault,” Spud called back. “Knocked a chair over.”

The door opened and Reed leaned against the jamb in a pair of blue boxers, his face creased, his eyes hard and cold. “I need sleep. I don’t have the luxury of going to bed whenever I want.”