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Contents ( 81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

She hesitated only a second before walking out onto the deck and down to the backyard. They walked side by side, his eyes scanning the woods behind the house. She had neighbors, but they were far enough away that he could barely see their houses through the trees.

At a basement window, the woman peered in and saw Pip sitting on the couch, the back of his head bobbing slightly to the music of a cartoon. The little boy was oblivious to their presence.

As Sandy watched her son, the man pulled the garrote from the pocket of his hoodie, a paintbrush handle in each hand. His heart pounded, and he had to swallow to keep the bile from creeping up his throat. He wanted to run away. He wanted to throw up. He didn’t want to do this—but he had no choice.

He quickly looped the garrote around her neck and pulled it tight.

The woman grabbed for her throat, but the thin wire dug deeply into her skin. She clawed at his gloved hands, but made no sound. How could she?

“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I’m so sorry.”

He wanted to explain. He wanted her to know that her death had a purpose, but how could he tell her? “I’m sorry,” he said again.

As the fight left her body, her legs gave out and the two of them dropped to the ground. Her hands and arms went limp, and her head fell loose on her shoulders—but she was not yet dead. He knew that she would go unconscious within a few seconds, but death would take a couple minutes, at least. He kept the pressure on as tears soaked the wool of his mask.

His stomach started to heave, and he swallowed to stop what seemed inevitable now. Just a few more seconds. When he could no longer hold it back, he let go of the garrote, pulled his ski mask off his head, and puked into the cap. He would leave no DNA. That was the plan.

CHAPTER 8

When his stomach stopped heaving, Spud sat back on his heels and wiped his chin with his sleeve. Sandy lay next to him, dead—her lips blue, her face pale, her eyes open and dry. He looked around to be certain no one had seen him. Then a shudder rose up from somewhere deep inside and he started crying, hard tears that shook him as they fell. He was a murderer. He’d taken a life. He clutched at the grass beneath him to keep from collapsing. What had he done?

He took a breath and focused on why he was there. He was saving the boy, wasn’t he? And he was keeping his word. Spud had made a deal with the devil—and the devil had already honored his part. And anyway, the debt would have been paid, one way or another. Spud promised himself that he had done the right thing.

As strength returned to his knees, he put the garrote back into his pocket, lifted Sandy’s dead body onto his shoulders, and carried her to the garage, where he placed her body in the back of her SUV. It was just past nine o’clock. David would be home before eleven and Spud had a thousand tasks to do.