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Contents (64)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. PROLOGUE HIM
  3. CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
  4. CHAPTER TWO CAT
  5. CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
  6. CHAPTER FOUR CAT
  7. CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
  8. CHAPTER SIX CAT
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
  11. CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
  12. CHAPTER TEN HIM
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
  42. CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
  52. CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
  62. CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
  63. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  64. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I struck a pose in my bathroom’s full-length mirror—one foot forward, hip angled, shoulders back, chin down—and took a picture. I quickly filtered it and was adding text reading First Date! when I paused. Did I really want to share this with the world? For the last several years, I had broadcast so much of my life that I no longer stopped to consider whether everything merited sharing. Maybe this was something that should remain private—if for no other reason than I had no idea how this date was going to go, and I didn’t want a flock of virtual onlookers watching and judging. I put my phone down. There would be plenty of time to recap the date tomorrow—by which time I would know how to spin it.

I returned to my laptop, open on my small desk, where I was streaming an eclectic Spotify playlist of some of my favorites from multiple genres. As I shut down the computer, my phone buzzed with a text message from Nick.

What time should I come over tonight?

I laughed. Of course Nick just assumed he was welcome whenever he wanted.

Tonight’s no good, I typed in response.

Why not? You have a date or something?

I sent him a kissy-face emoji.

Immediately, my phone rang. I rolled my eyes as I answered, “Hi, Nicky.”

“You’re kidding,” he said flatly. “You have a date?”

“It’s true. I’m being wined and dined.” I paused. “I think.”

“You think?”

“I’m not sure what our plans are yet.”

“Christ, Audrey. You can’t just go off with some stranger without knowing where you’re going, and telling someone where you’ll be. Don’t you ever watch Dateline?”

“I’m not going to get serial killed, Nick. Besides, this guy isn’t really a stranger. He’s friends with Cat.”

He laughed. “Oh. Oh. Well. I’m sure he’s a winner, then.”

“Don’t be a dick. Listen, as much as I would love to continue defending my choices with you, I’ve got to go.”

“Text me later so I know your head didn’t end up in this guy’s freezer.”

“Gross, Nick. I’m hanging up now.”

FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER, I was stepping out of the Lyft in front of a four-story brick building—a four-story brick mansion, more accurately. We’d passed several embassies on the ride over to the address in Kalorama Heights, and, while I didn’t see a flagpole, I couldn’t help but wonder if this, too, was some sort of cultural destination. Maybe there was an event happening?

I rang the bell, all the while checking discreetly for plaques or other signage. I saw none, but was still surprised when Max, barefoot and wearing faded denim, answered the door. I stifled a smirk. The Vans were gone, but I wasn’t sure this was an improvement.

“Audrey,” he said, smiling warmly. “You look great.”

“Thanks,” I said, stepping onto the entry’s shiny wood floor. Beyond Max, I could see a sitting room and, beyond that, what looked like a kitchen. Was this his home? Even I, who had almost zero familiarity with DC real estate, could tell this was a pricey location. Max clearly wasn’t hurting for cash—despite his embarrassing shoe choice at the Rosalind preview, he must have been a donor to be there at all, and besides, he’d mentioned going to camp with Cat, and I knew Cat’s family was loaded.