Contents (64)
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- PROLOGUE HIM
- CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWO CAT
- CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FOUR CAT
- CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
- CHAPTER SIX CAT
- CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
- CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
- CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TEN HIM
- CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
- CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
- CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
- CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
- CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
- CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
He blinked, his normally overly confident smile wavering. “Audrey—”
“Spin class, remember?” I danced a few steps away and then winked at him. “But maybe I’ll see you tonight?”
His smile slowly returned. “I’ll definitely see you.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
Audrey stopped at Columbia Brews for an almond milk latte, her long-standing drink of choice, every morning on her way to work. I knew this both because she regularly posted the coffee shop to her Instagram Stories and because I was sometimes waiting for her there. I sat in the back with a book of poetry propped in front of my face, my hair concealed beneath a Nationals baseball cap. I was hiding, yes, but I was also daring her to notice me. Observing her like this was dangerous, I knew. If caught, I could be risking our entire future. But I couldn’t help myself. I loved seeing her move through her daily routine.
I watched as she waited for that morning’s almond milk latte, her elegant fingers tapping on her phone, pausing only to tuck some fiery strands of hair behind her ear. A collection of tiny gold earrings glittered in the light, and my mouth ached to kiss her soft earlobes, to work my tongue around each and every one of those delicate golden rings.
When are you going to realize how much I love you?
Being this close to her and not telling her how much I worshipped her was sometimes so painful I could feel my bone marrow sizzling, and yet I continued to torture myself. Someday soon I would find the words to tell her how I felt, to tell her that we belonged together, hearts beating in tandem, forever.
I watched in despair as she walked out the door, drink in hand, head bent over her phone.
She was gone.
For now.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
Come on, Cat,” Audrey’s voice pleaded. “All work and no play makes Cat a dull girl.”
Unbidden, Emily Snow manifested before me. Still a leggy thirteen years old and wearing her green-and-white Camp Blackwood T-shirt, she placed one dainty hand on a thin hip and used the other to toss corn-silk hair over her shoulder. As if, she sneered. You’re so dull.
“Go away,” I whispered to the apparition, squeezing my eyes shut.
“What did you say?”
I cracked an eye open and exhaled with relief. Emily was gone. She couldn’t hurt me anymore. She couldn’t hurt anyone anymore.
“Nothing,” I said to Audrey, tucking my phone under my chin and glancing at the stack of cases on my desk. “I was talking to my assistant. Anyway, I’m really sorry, but—”
“No way. I’m not taking no for an answer. You have to come celebrate me. A girl doesn’t get featured as an ‘Influencer to Watch’ in Glamour every day.”
“I know, and I’m thrilled—”
“Did you know I gained five thousand new followers today? Five thousand. This is huge, and, honestly, I think it’s partially because you’re rubbing off on me. All those nights you blow me off to work have inspired me to do the same. I totally owe you a glass of champagne or five. Hell, I owe you a whole bottle.”