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Contents ( 64)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. PROLOGUE HIM
  3. CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
  4. CHAPTER TWO CAT
  5. CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
  6. CHAPTER FOUR CAT
  7. CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
  8. CHAPTER SIX CAT
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
  11. CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
  12. CHAPTER TEN HIM
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
  42. CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
  52. CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
  62. CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
  63. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  64. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

There was no one there but me … at the moment.

You’re dreaming.

Just remembering those words made me feel like I’d been dipped in ice water. Who had been in my apartment? And what had they wanted? After hearing that muted voice, I forced myself to keep listening, terrified of what I might hear, but there was nothing else on that recording. The second recording, time-stamped just over an hour later, was brief and familiar: the same soft taps followed by the same muffled thud. As incomprehensible as it sounded, it seemed someone had come inside and watched me sleep.

But what kind of sicko would do something like that?

Ryan, I thought immediately. It had to be Ryan. I hadn’t seen any indication of a break-in, and no one else had access to the keys. There was no other …

Oh, I thought, suddenly remembering what had happened after Nick left. I’d heard the footsteps in the alley and had gone to explore. Exhausted and distracted, I must not have locked the door. I’d practically invited the intruder in. But what kind of intruder just came in to watch you sleep?

The kind that wants to be sleeping with you.

I shook my head to clear the thought. I knew Cat thought Nick was the one who left those headless flowers that night, but she was wrong. That wasn’t the kind of thing he would do, and he certainly wouldn’t break into my apartment to watch me sleep. It couldn’t be Nick … could it?

NICK WAS WAITING for me in the Hirshhorn lobby, lounging in one of the sleek chairs as he typed on his phone. Light poured in from the huge windows, illuminating golden highlights in his hair, and my stomach twisted. This was Nick—Nick, a man I’d slept beside hundreds of times, a man who’d held my hand through tattoos and turbulence, weddings and funerals. I couldn’t believe that I was about to accuse him of something so deranged it seemed ripped from a horror movie. The idea should have been laughable, but things had gotten weird between us since I had moved to DC.

I had to ask, and I had to ask him face-to-face. I’d known Nick long enough to tell when he was lying (tugging on his right ear while saying “No, Audrey, I didn’t sleep with that freshman” meant “Yes, Audrey, I did sleep with that freshman—more than once, in fact”), and I needed to watch his reaction.

“Hey,” I greeted him, my bitter anxiety making my throat feel tight and constricted. “Thanks for meeting me.”

“Sure thing, babe,” Nick said, looking up from his phone with an easy grin. He clocked my expression and his smile faded. “What’s wrong?”

You’re being crazy, my inner voice scolded. Nick is your friend. Don’t accuse him of this.

But I’d come this far, and so I took a deep breath and lowered myself into the chair beside him. “I need you to be honest with me, okay?”