Contents (64)
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- PROLOGUE HIM
- CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWO CAT
- CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FOUR CAT
- CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
- CHAPTER SIX CAT
- CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
- CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
- CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TEN HIM
- CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
- CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
- CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
- CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
- CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
- CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
- CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
- CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“Not tonight,” I said.
Nick squinted at me. “First you wouldn’t let me stay. Then you don’t respond to my messages. And now this. Are you mad at me or something?”
“No, not at all.”
I considered leaving it at that, but thought better of it. I didn’t owe Max anything—we’d only gone out twice and had certainly never had any conversations about being exclusive—but it seemed like there was definite possibility there. Maybe we could really be something, as long as I didn’t leave a door open for Nick.
“Actually, Nick, I’ve”—I paused to take a deep breath—“started seeing someone.”
Nick smiled, as though it might be a joke. “What?”
I nodded. “Yeah.”
“Huh,” he said, leaning back in his chair, brow furrowed. “So is this the guy you had that picnic at Gravelly Point with?”
“How do you know about that?”
“Audrey, you post your life all over the internet. I’d be surprised if there was anyone on the Eastern Seaboard who didn’t know about it.” He sighed and drummed his fingers on his knee. “Well, shit. I’d say you don’t know what you’re missing, but you do.”
“The ego on you,” I shot back teasingly.
“We’re a pair, huh?” He screwed up his mouth. “I have to admit, I’m a little surprised to see Audrey Miller interested in monogamy.”
“It’s just something I’m trying.” I offered him a smile. “You never know, maybe I’ll be calling you next week.”
He scoffed. “Maybe you’ll be calling me tonight.”
“Nick—”
He waved me away and stood. “See you around, Audrey.”
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
Cat frowned down at my phone, which sat on the table between us at Sweetgreen, buffeted by our salads. The Luna Listen app was open, its eerie recording playing at top volume.
“I don’t know,” Cat finally said. “I’m not sure what I’m hearing.”
I rewound slightly and lifted the phone toward her ear. “There. At the end. Do you hear someone say ‘You’re dreaming’?”
“Maybe,” she said uncertainly. She took the phone from my hands and listened to that portion again. “I don’t know, Audrey. Is that you?”
“Really?” I asked hopefully. “You think that’s my voice?”
“I don’t know. It’s really hard to tell if it’s even a voice at all.” She frowned. “Do you remember waking up last night?”
“This isn’t from last night,” I clarified. “This is from a couple of weeks ago. The day the Rosalind exhibit opened, actually. I was so wired that night that I took a sleeping pill, which is why I didn’t notice this recording right away. I hadn’t even realized I’d turned on the app.”
“Oh,” Cat said slowly. “That was the night you heard someone in the alley, right? And saw the box that had the headless flowers in it?”
I nodded grimly. “Exactly. Do you think it was all the same guy? Whoever was in the alley and left those flowers later came back and came inside? I just don’t get why he would leave the flowers outside if he could come inside.”