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Contents ( 64)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. PROLOGUE HIM
  3. CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
  4. CHAPTER TWO CAT
  5. CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
  6. CHAPTER FOUR CAT
  7. CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
  8. CHAPTER SIX CAT
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
  11. CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
  12. CHAPTER TEN HIM
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
  42. CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
  52. CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
  62. CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
  63. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  64. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

All I wanted was for people to laugh at her for a change. Instead, she cracked her head open on a jagged rock, and then she proceeded to strike more rocks as she rolled down toward the riverbank, leaving a bloody trail behind her. Freak accident, everyone said. What a tragedy. One-in-a-million chance that she ended up brain damaged, but that’s what happened.

Emily’s friends accused me of pushing her. It’s the weirdo’s fault! they screamed, pointing pink-polished fingernails as mascara-blackened tears stained their cheeks. Everyone else shifted their eyes away when I insisted she had tripped and fallen. The same counselors who had laughed when Emily tricked me watched me warily and wouldn’t let me be alone with anyone else. Even my father, when I opened my mouth to tell him my side of the story, had shushed me with the admonishment “Some things are better left unsaid.” I knew that everyone thought I pushed her, but no one knew for certain.

Except, apparently, Max.

“I didn’t mean to hurt her,” I said. “Just like I’m sure you didn’t mean to hurt Audrey. These were both just accidents. Unfortunate, tragic accidents.”

“They’re not the same at all,” he protested. “You pushed Emily. Audrey fell.”

“Think about how this looks, Max. You were stalking her, and—”

“I wasn’t stalking her.”

“No? Explain those photographs. Explain how she’s dead in your arms, with you covered in her blood. No one will ever believe you.” I paused to allow the weight of my words to sink in and then pointed to the open bottle of wine on the kitchen counter. “But maybe it was an accident. Maybe she was drinking and fell. Maybe you were never here, and she died alone.”

“She’s not dead!” he shouted, yanking his phone free from his pocket. “Fuck, Cathy, what is wrong with you?”

I couldn’t let him make that call. I couldn’t have the police coming here before I’d convinced him to leave, couldn’t have them finding him blood-soaked, manic, and babbling about Emily Snow. I would do anything to stop him.

I lunged for him, managing to smack the phone from his hands before slipping on the blood-splattered floor and landing hard on my back. Sharp pain radiated from my spine and I struggled to catch my breath. Before I could gather myself, Max threw his body over mine, pinning me against the floor while he reached for the phone, which remained just out of his grasp.

“Get off me!” I grunted, struggling.

“She trusted you,” he barked, saliva flying from his mouth and landing on my face. A vein bulged in his forehead as he stared down at me, his expression one of twisted rage, and then he grabbed a fistful of my hair, painfully yanking my head up before smashing it down against the floor. Stars burst in my vision, and I cried out.

He made another grab for the phone, and despite the mind-bending pain in my head and the room swirling around me, I forced myself to take advantage of his momentary distraction. I threw my body weight at him like Audrey and I had learned to do in self-defense class, knocking him off balance, and then scrambled atop him, using my knees to hold him down. He spluttered with fury, fingers grasping at the edges of the cell phone, sending it spinning out of his grasp.