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Contents (64)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. PROLOGUE HIM
  3. CHAPTER ONE AUDREY
  4. CHAPTER TWO CAT
  5. CHAPTER THREE AUDREY
  6. CHAPTER FOUR CAT
  7. CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY
  8. CHAPTER SIX CAT
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN HIM
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT AUDREY
  11. CHAPTER NINE AUDREY
  12. CHAPTER TEN HIM
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN CAT
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE AUDREY
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN HIM
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN AUDREY
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN HIM
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN CAT
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN AUDREY
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN CAT
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN HIM
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY AUDREY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE CAT
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO AUDREY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE AUDREY
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR HIM
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAT
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX AUDREY
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN HIM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT CAT
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE HIM
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY AUDREY
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE CAT
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO AUDREY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE AUDREY
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR AUDREY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE CAT
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX AUDREY
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT HIM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE CAT
  42. CHAPTER FORTY AUDREY
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE HIM
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO AUDREY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE AUDREY
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR CAT
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE HIM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX AUDREY
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN AUDREY
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT HIM
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE AUDREY
  52. CHAPTER FIFTY CAT
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE AUDREY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO CAT
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE AUDREY
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR HIM
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE CAT
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX AUDREY
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN MAX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT CAT
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE AUDREY
  62. CHAPTER SIXTY MAX
  63. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  64. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

As we entered the bedroom, I noted how bright it was—even brighter than the front room. Row houses traditionally have all the windows on the fronts and backs of the buildings; the sides remain windowless because they share walls with neighboring row houses. But Audrey’s bedroom had two windows: one small, slit-like window at what was the back of the building, and one larger one to the side.

I peered through her side window and frowned. “This bedroom looks out onto an alley.”

Audrey shrugged. “Yeah, I saw it on the way in. But it’s a skinny little alley. It’s not like there are going to be cars driving up and down it all night or anything.”

“It’s not cars I’m worried about,” I murmured, pressing my face against the window to better view the alley. “At least it looks like there’s a gate on either end. But you should definitely get a curtain ASA—”

Bang!

Audrey and I both jumped at the sound of her front door whipping open. We exchanged a look and returned to the living room, where we found her skeevy upstairs neighbor standing in the doorway, his fingertips drumming an irregular beat on the can he still clutched.

“You ever hear of knocking?” Audrey demanded, hands on hips.

He looked at her without blinking. “Grandma wanted me to tell you that the dumpster and recycling are behind the building.”

“Thanks. Knock next time.”

He lifted a bony shoulder in a noncommittal response.

“By the way,” Audrey said, “can you tell your grandmother she only gave me one key for the front door?”

“There’s only one key.”

“But there are three locks,” she said, pointing.

He barely concealed the amusement on his face as he repeated, “There’s only one key.”

CHAPTER FIVE AUDREY

I’d never lived alone. I moved from my parents’ suburban home to a shared dorm room at OSU to a crowded sorority house to New York City, where I couldn’t have afforded to live alone even if I had wanted to. I met my first New York roommates—a pair of eating-disordered PR assistants looking for a third for their soulless, cramped Upper East Side convertible—on Craigslist, and I cheerfully abandoned them and their empty refrigerator when Izzy announced she was moving to the city. The fact that we hung sheets to partition that first apartment—a tiny one-bedroom in Chinatown—didn’t faze me at all; there was something comforting in hearing someone else sleep. I would die before I admitted it, but I was a little sad when we upgraded to our two-bedroom in the East Village.

As the movers stacked my boxes in my living room, I worried I had made a mistake and should have taken Cat up on her offer. I wasn’t cut out for living by myself. The silence alone would kill me. I thought of my Granny Wanda, who took to leaving the television on all day after my grandfather died. My mother chastised her for it, argued she was wasting electricity, but I understood. Granny Wanda had needed those soaps and game shows to keep her company; she needed their voices so she didn’t go completely mad.