Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Praise
- About the Author
- Also by Rachael Johns
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
‘You and me both. Payton has a friend over for a sleepover so they’re in her bedroom playing with makeup. And Saxon is where he always is these days—in his bedroom.’
‘Typical teenager,’ muttered Hayley.
‘But is he?’ I asked as we all sat down at the dining room table with our drinks. ‘I’ve barely seen him this week. He retreats into his room to do his homework the moment he comes home, emerges for about ten minutes for dinner and then disappears again. I’m worried he’s putting too much pressure on himself to achieve, or else he’s avoiding me because he’s angry at us. But of course when I try to talk to him about it, he tells me he’s fine.’
Wei chuckled. ‘If he’s doing homework, you should count yourself lucky. My parents had to bribe me to do anything school-related. Sadly, our home computer was in full view of everyone so I couldn’t look at porn.’
I shuddered, my hand freezing with the glass halfway to my mouth. The fact porn was even available on the internet when Wei was in high school showed just how young he was, but that wasn’t what worried me. ‘Oh my God. Do you think Saxon is spending so much time in his room because he’s looking at porn?’
At least when I was at school, the only porn the boys could access were copies of Playboy or Penthouse stolen from their dads. Now even worse porn was readily available at the click of their fingers, and I’d been to plenty of parenting talks preaching the dangers of such exposure.
Hayley laughed. ‘Don’t stress. This is Sax we’re talking about. The golden child. And even if he is looking at a bit of porn, it’s not the end of the world. There are worse things he could be doing. Let the poor boy be a teenager and tell me how you went at the counsellor the other day.’
I noticed Wei shifting in his seat—he probably didn’t want to be talking about either of these things and I didn’t blame him.
‘It was pretty useless,’ I confessed. ‘She thinks Adrian and I have drifted apart and that we need to reconnect emotionally so we can come together again on all levels, but the problem is Adrian is refusing to talk to me and the therapist didn’t give me any practical ideas for how to get him to listen.’
‘Hmm.’ Hayley took a sip of her wine. ‘Maybe you just need to give him more time. How’s he going with the kids when you aren’t here?’