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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Prologue: Taema
  6. 1. Taema
  7. 2. Taema
  8. 3. Tila
  9. 4. Taema
  10. 5. Taema
  11. 6. Tila
  12. 7. Taema
  13. 8. Taema
  14. 9. Tila
  15. 10. Taema
  16. 11. Taema
  17. 12. Tila
  18. 13. Taema
  19. 14. Taema
  20. 15. Tila
  21. 16. Taema
  22. 17. Taema
  23. 18. Tila
  24. 19. Taema
  25. 20. Taema
  26. 21. Tila
  27. 22. Taema
  28. 23. Taema
  29. 24. Tila
  30. 25. Taema
  31. 26. Taema
  32. 27. Tila
  33. 28. Taema
  34. 29. Taema
  35. 30. Tila
  36. 31. Taema
  37. 32. Tila
  38. 33. Taema
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Laura Lam
  41. About the Author
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Tila plays with a snag of dry skin next to her fingernail, almost as if she’s bored. She recites her litany. “I’ve worked as a hostess for the last four years. I started in some really shitty clubs, like Gamma Ray. I bounced around a couple of other places, then Sal took me on at Zenith. Right away I knew that was where I wanted to stay.”

She leans back in her chair. She has an audience for the first time in days. After all she’s put me through, I find it infuriating that she’s still putting on a show.

“That’s something I didn’t realize going in,” she continues. “That even though people pay money to go to these clubs, they sometimes still hate you, deep down. Hate that they can’t form any genuine connections in real life so they have to pay for you. Or pay for Zeal in the rooms and for you to join in, as they don’t have any friends who will link with them. They resent you for it. It can make things plenty awkward, lemme tell you. In Zenith, people are nicer, and really seem to like being around you.”

She’d said something similar to me before, but she’d also shrugged, saying that they loved her too. Love, hate, desire, envy, or simple enjoyment of her company. Sometimes all of it wrapped up together.

“And did Vuk hate you?” Officer Oloyu asks.

That stops her. “No, I don’t think he did.” Her voice is quiet.

“What’s the exact specification of your job at Zenith?” Officer Oloyu asks. I can tell he’s interested. He’s likely never been to a club like Zenith. Not on his salary.