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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Prologue: Taema
  6. 1. Taema
  7. 2. Taema
  8. 3. Tila
  9. 4. Taema
  10. 5. Taema
  11. 6. Tila
  12. 7. Taema
  13. 8. Taema
  14. 9. Tila
  15. 10. Taema
  16. 11. Taema
  17. 12. Tila
  18. 13. Taema
  19. 14. Taema
  20. 15. Tila
  21. 16. Taema
  22. 17. Taema
  23. 18. Tila
  24. 19. Taema
  25. 20. Taema
  26. 21. Tila
  27. 22. Taema
  28. 23. Taema
  29. 24. Tila
  30. 25. Taema
  31. 26. Taema
  32. 27. Tila
  33. 28. Taema
  34. 29. Taema
  35. 30. Tila
  36. 31. Taema
  37. 32. Tila
  38. 33. Taema
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Laura Lam
  41. About the Author
  42. Newsletter Sign-up

More snippets of interrogations trickle into my mind. I learn names of prominent members of the Ratel, more details about the relationships between the various pieces on the chess board of San Francisco underground crime. The information changes, and I see tables of the same data, laid out logically, so that my brain will process and store it in a subtly different way. This includes maps of suspected Ratel hideouts, possible combination codes or passwords.

Still later, music floats through my brain, the wavelengths undulating through my mind. Here, my brain finally enters REM, and facts still trickle in through the music, deep into the subconscious. Certain nuggets of information will arise if and when I need them.

So many words, so many sounds, so many pieces of a puzzle that I try to fit together. Throughout it all, I wonder: how much of this does Tila already know?

*   *   *

“Wake up,” Nazarin says, his voice low and soothing.

I open my eyes, and his face is the first sight to greet me. His dark brows are knitted together, studying my face. “How are you feeling?” he asks. He takes off the electrodes and brings the Chair into a seated position.

I press a hand to my temple. “Like an overly damp sponge.”

He gives me a humorless half-smile. “I remember that feeling. I made some coffee. Do you want any?”

“Yeah, sounds good.” I rise to my feet, steadier than I expect to be.

I follow him into the kitchen, slumping into a chair. I clamp my teeth together to stop the endless litany of facts streaming through my brain from escaping my lips. Within a few hours, the information will settle, but right now, my brain feels like it’s in overdrive.

Nazarin pops a Rejuv and sets the steaming cup in front of me. “They put a lot more into you than I’ve ever seen before in two hours. You sure you feel all right?”

“Fine,” I say, trying to sound so. I take a sip of coffee. It’s the sanitized San Francisco stuff, nearly caffeine-free, with creamer, but it’s warm as it slides down my throat.

“Do you have any questions about what you’ve learned?” Nazarin asks.

I frown. “I’m still sorting through it. Maybe later.”

Nazarin glances at the clock above the replicator. Half past six. “I’ll leave you to drink your coffee. But then you should phone Tila’s friends. Your first assignment. I have to go.” His eyes are a little puffy, despite the Rejuv.

“Right,” I mutter, staring into the coffee cup. Nazarin stands, and pauses right before he passes me. For a moment, I wonder if he’s going to rest a hand on my shoulder. I think I would have appreciated the gesture. In the end, he sighs and leaves me be.

“Hey,” I call after him, and he turns. “How old are you?”