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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Prologue: Taema
  6. 1. Taema
  7. 2. Taema
  8. 3. Tila
  9. 4. Taema
  10. 5. Taema
  11. 6. Tila
  12. 7. Taema
  13. 8. Taema
  14. 9. Tila
  15. 10. Taema
  16. 11. Taema
  17. 12. Tila
  18. 13. Taema
  19. 14. Taema
  20. 15. Tila
  21. 16. Taema
  22. 17. Taema
  23. 18. Tila
  24. 19. Taema
  25. 20. Taema
  26. 21. Tila
  27. 22. Taema
  28. 23. Taema
  29. 24. Tila
  30. 25. Taema
  31. 26. Taema
  32. 27. Tila
  33. 28. Taema
  34. 29. Taema
  35. 30. Tila
  36. 31. Taema
  37. 32. Tila
  38. 33. Taema
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Laura Lam
  41. About the Author
  42. Newsletter Sign-up

“We don’t have time.” Roux sits up, the bed sheet falling to pool at her waist. Her large breasts defy gravity, thanks to the wonders of flesh parlors. I don’t feel Mantel’s emotions like I did when Kim played Nazarin’s memories, but it seems somehow linked. How else can these drugged dreams be so clear, if they aren’t somehow messing with implants?

Everything’s connected.

“If you still had Veli, then you’d have a cure by now.” I have no idea who or what Veli is. The name hasn’t been mentioned in Tila’s notes, or in the SFPD’s brainloading.

“You don’t know that. And he was an imposter. Some little upstart my father plucked from one of his pet projects.” Mantel’s brow draws down. Almost against his will, an image flickers on the wall of a younger man with a strong jaw and angry eyes. It disappears almost immediately, until I’m not sure if I really saw it at all.

“He was a genius and you were a jealous little boy.” She sounds bored, as if she’s said this to him many times before. She swings her legs over the bed and begins to pull on her stockings.

“Be careful, Roux.” Mantel’s voice simmers in anger.

She looks over her shoulder at him. “I always am.”

The dream shifts. Another woman enters the room, and I don’t recognize her. Mr. Mantel looks over his shoulder in my direction, and I worry he sees me as everything fades away. His dream continues, but I leave.

I wake up in the Chair, Malka watching me, unblinking. In the Chair across from me, Mr. Mantel has a hard-on. I avert my gaze.

Malka folds her hands over her knees. “Well, what did you notice?”

I think through it, replaying the conversation over in my mind.

“Be careful, Roux.” Mantel’s voice simmers in anger.

She looks over her shoulder at him. “I always am.”

“Roux knows that Mantel’s not to be trusted.”

“What makes you say that?”

“She doesn’t give him any specifics. She hints that she’s doing things to bring the Ratel down, but that’s all. She chides him about letting Veli go…” Here I falter. “Who is he?”

“He’s the man who truly invented Zeal. Mantel ousted him from Sudice and put a hit on him, so they say.” She raises an eyebrow. “Veli hasn’t been seen since, in any case. What else did you notice?”

“The government still wants to take us down,” I say, though even pretending to be a part of the Ratel sets my teeth on edge, “but we already knew that.”

Malka smiles. “Good girl.”

“I’m right?”