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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Prologue: Taema
  6. 1. Taema
  7. 2. Taema
  8. 3. Tila
  9. 4. Taema
  10. 5. Taema
  11. 6. Tila
  12. 7. Taema
  13. 8. Taema
  14. 9. Tila
  15. 10. Taema
  16. 11. Taema
  17. 12. Tila
  18. 13. Taema
  19. 14. Taema
  20. 15. Tila
  21. 16. Taema
  22. 17. Taema
  23. 18. Tila
  24. 19. Taema
  25. 20. Taema
  26. 21. Tila
  27. 22. Taema
  28. 23. Taema
  29. 24. Tila
  30. 25. Taema
  31. 26. Taema
  32. 27. Tila
  33. 28. Taema
  34. 29. Taema
  35. 30. Tila
  36. 31. Taema
  37. 32. Tila
  38. 33. Taema
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Laura Lam
  41. About the Author
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“I don’t want to push you, after just seeing that,” Nazarin says, leaning on the counter next to me. He’s close, but not too close. Perfectly trained. “I think there’s something in here that can help us. What do you think she meant, when she mentioned ‘lost souls’ just now, and when Tila mentioned changing faces in Mia’s dream?”

I lean closer, lowering my voice to a whisper in his ear. I feel him shiver. “Are you sure the government didn’t do this?” I ask. “Catch her lucid dreaming because of us, and snuff her before the Ratel found her?” The government being behind this would be marginally better than the Ratel, though still terrifying, but the real question simmers behind those words: is it our fault?

He shakes his head. “No. I have access to those records. Whoever this was, it wasn’t one of us.”

Unless they were off the books and they don’t want him to know. That’s always a possibility.

I furrow my brow. Changing faces. Vuk’s autopsy said he’d had lots of plastic surgery. Even changed the shape of his ears. Had she known him, somehow?

Changing faces like kaleidoscopes.

A horrible theory blossoms in my head. “Fucking hell.”

“What?”

“Turn on the wallscreen.”

The blank wall home screen appears in front of us.

“Bring up the list of Vuk’s suspected surgeries.”

He does, and I stare at them. Sure enough …

“Bring up his face.”

A photograph of him appears. I look closely, but at first it still seems impossible. The face is totally different.

“Give me the tablet.”

He passes it to me and I take the little stylus from the side and start to sketch. I’m a passable artist at best, but I focus on the shape of the eyes, the nose, the wide mouth. I draw him almost smiling, as if we’ve just thrown a grape at him and missed. I project the drawing of Adam onto the wallscreen, right next to the picture of Vuk. Maybe, just maybe. The jawline is the same. The eyes are the same color—that warm hazel I remember. I close my eyes and imagine that face I’d just seen in the dream. I open my eyes and look at Vuk. Yes. Yes.

“The missing link,” I say.

Nazarin catches on right away, which I appreciate. I can’t quite articulate my thoughts anyway.

“It’d be difficult, but with enough surgery, Vuk could be this boy, Adam.”

I shake my head. I’ve made the connection, but it still doesn’t seem possible. He’d had his left arm reconstructed. Underneath the synthetic skin, it had been as metal as my mechanical heart. “The boy I know was a fetal amputee. His arm ended at the elbow. But Adam died.”

“Did you ever see the body?”

“N … no.” There were no funerals in the Hearth.

What did they do with the bodies?