Back Earthly Joys
Chapters (56)
  1. PHILIPPA GREGORY
  2. April 1603
  3. April 1603
  4. July 1604
  5. August 1604
  6. October 1605
  7. May 1607
  8. June 1607
  9. August 1607
  10. Summer 1608
  11. January 1610
  12. Summer 1610
  13. Autumn 1610
  14. Spring 1611
  15. Autumn 1611
  16. May 1612
  17. October 1612
  18. November 1612
  19. September 1616
  20. Summer 1618
  21. Spring 1620
  22. 1622
  23. 1623
  24. 1624
  25. March 1625
  26. Spring 1625
  27. May 1625
  28. Summer 1626
  29. Summer 1627
  30. Autumn 1627
  31. November 1627
  32. Winter 1627
  33. Spring 1628
  34. Summer 1628
  35. Late Summer 1628
  36. November 1628
  37. December 1628
  38. Spring 1629
  39. 1630
  40. Summer 1631
  41. Winter 1632–3
  42. Summer 1633
  43. Winter 1633–4
  44. Spring 1634
  45. January 1635
  46. Spring 1635
  47. Summer 1635
  48. 1636
  49. December 1636
  50. 1637
  51. December 1637
  52. Spring 1638
  53. About the Author
  54. Also by the Author
  55. Copyright
  56. About the Publisher

Then he thought of his master, another man half-touched with divinity, a step lower than the king but so high in power that he must be, surely, especially favoured by God, and was in any case John’s lord, a role of unique potency. John thought of the word ‘lord’ and had a sense of the holiness of it – Lord Jesus, Lord Cecil, both lords. But Cecil with his special trust in John, Cecil with his engaging child-size body and his cunning wise mind, was easy for John to bless in his prayers. John’s lord, John’s great love. Then his mind slipped at once to the old royal palace of Hatfield. Cecil would build a new house there, undoubtedly it would be a great house, and he would want a beautiful garden set around it. Perhaps an avenue … John had never planted an avenue. He lost the thread of his prayers altogether at the thought of the work of planting an avenue, and his great desire to see a double row of fine trees, limes, he thought longingly. They must be limes, there was nothing like lime for an avenue. ‘God give me the skill to do it,’ John whispered. ‘And grant me, in Your mercy, enough saplings.’

Elizabeth was very close, kneeling beside him, he could feel the warmth of her body, he could hear the soft rhythm of her indrawn and exhaled breath. ‘God bless us both,’ John thought. ‘And let us live in friendship and kindliness together.’

He did not expect more than friendship from Elizabeth, friendship and a lifelong partnership of indissoluble shared interest. Unbidden, the picture of Catherine with her dark eyes and low-cut bodice rose behind his eyelids. A man newly wedded to a girl like Catherine would not spend his bridal night on his knees praying.

John opened his eyes and got into bed. Still Elizabeth kneeled at the bedside, her head bowed, her lips moving. In sudden irritation, John leaned over and blew out his bedside candle. Darkness invaded the room. In the darkness and the quietness he felt, rather than saw, Elizabeth rise from her knees, pull her nightdress over her head, lift the sheets and slip in beside him, naked.

For a moment he was stunned at the frank sensuality of the gesture. That a woman could arise from prayer and strip herself naked confounded his simple division of women into good or bad, saintly or sexual. But she was his newly married wife and she had a right to lie beside him. John’s desire rose at the glimpse of the moonlit body and he was sorry he had no light for the candle that he had blown out in a moment of temper and left himself in the dark.

They lay side by side on their backs.

‘Like effigies on a tomb,’ John thought, awkwardly.