Back Don't Look for Me
Chapters (62)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-one
  25. Chapter Twenty-two
  26. Chapter Twenty-three
  27. Chapter Twenty-four
  28. Chapter Twenty-five
  29. Chapter Twenty-six
  30. Chapter Twenty-seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-one
  35. Chapter Thirty-two
  36. Chapter Thirty-three
  37. Chapter Thirty-four
  38. Chapter Thirty-five
  39. Chapter Thirty-six
  40. Chapter Thirty-seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-one
  45. Chapter Forty-two
  46. Chapter Forty-three
  47. Chapter Forty-four
  48. Chapter Forty-five
  49. Chapter Forty-six
  50. Chapter Forty-seven
  51. Chapter Forty-eight
  52. Chapter Forty-nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-one
  55. Chapter Fifty-two
  56. Chapter Fifty-three
  57. Chapter Fifty-four
  58. Chapter Fifty-five
  59. Chapter Fifty-six
  60. Chapter Fifty-seven
  61. Acknowledgments [TK]
  62. Also by Wendy Walker

Reyes had managed to describe exactly what had happened to her as she stood on that driveway and watching her mother’s car send her little sister flying through air.

Had she started to cry then? She stared into her own eyes now, trying to remember. Yes, she had cried. And Reyes had held her. Kissed her forehead. Then driven her back here, sparing her the degradation of turning their new connection into something sexual. He knew about living with hollow spaces.

I’m not going to help you make them bigger, he’d said to her as he walked away from her room.

No one else had understood why she did the things she did. It wasn’t in any textbook. But Reyes knew because he’d lived it as well.

That explained so much about him—how he exuded confidence and swagger, pulling women in. Probably sleeping his way through the county. But also why he was the only one who seemed to give a shit about finding her mother. And why he was so loyal to Chief Watkins, who had saved his life by giving him a second chance at being a cop.

* * *

A young woman was at the front desk.

“Can I speak to Roger?” Nic asked her.

She smiled politely. “Is there something I can help you with?”

“No.” Nic was insistent. “It’s important.”

The woman picked up the house phone. “Hold on,” she whispered. Then, into the receiver, “Our guest asked to see you . . .”

Then a nod and a smile as she hung it up.

“He’s in his apartment,” she said. “It’s the second door down the hallway.”

She pointed to the hallway that began just beneath the stairs.

Nic thanked her, then walked toward Roger Booth’s apartment.

The door was already open when she got there, Booth greeting her with a burst of surprise, and an “Oh my!”

“What?” Nic asked.

He motioned toward her face, her hair. “It’s cold out. Your hair is wet.”

“I didn’t bring a hair dryer,” Nic said.

Booth looked confused. “There’s one under the sink.”

“I didn’t know. Can I come in?”

Booth hesitated, glancing behind him as though checking to see if his home was worthy of visitors.

“Do you have company?” Nic asked. “I can come back.”

Booth looked nervously at the floor. His cheeks turned red, and when she studied them they also seemed chapped from a recent shave.

Shaved. Neatly dressed. Smelling of cologne. All just to sit in his apartment or work at the diner. He really seemed to have no idea about what this place was like, Hastings.

“No, no,” he said. “Nothing like that.”

He stepped aside. “Come in. Please . . .”

His apartment was no bigger than her room upstairs. A bed, a small sitting area. A bathroom. The only addition was a wall of kitchen appliances near the window that faced the odd patio out back.