That’s a new feeling.

The more I feel the warmth of her sex against my body, the more it echoes to claim her. Make her mine.

I can’t do that, though. My mind has blocked all prospects of going all the way with Sierra, especially after how attached she’s growing. Sex would only make it that much harder to let her go.

But that doesn’t mean I can’t still give her the pleasure I’m so desperate to give. Walking over to the bed, I set her down gently and she immediately starts with my pants, like she’s just picking up where we left off yesterday. Quickly, I hold her fingers with my hand, stopping her from doing something that can’t be undone.

Instead, I drop onto my knees and trail my fingers up the sides of her thighs to reach the strings of her bikini bottoms under her see-through swim cover. I feel her tremble as I pull them down, lifting her gently off the bed as I do.

“Logan,” she breathes through parted lips.

I answer her back with kisses along the insides of her thighs where the skin is so soft and the aroma of her sex draws me in.

Sierra’s body is my alter, and I want to worship. To repent for my sins.

Placing her hands behind her, she lets her head fall back with a moan just as I run my tongue across her warm folds, feeling her tense at the contact, then relax into the pleasure.

She gasps for air, so I don’t stop. When I cover her with my mouth, teasing that sweet spot of pleasure at the top, she explodes with a high-pitched yelp. Her legs tighten around my head as I continue to tease her clit, never easing on the pressure or the pulse.

I am desperate to make her come. Her pleasure is everything to me at this moment. There is no addiction here, no threat, no danger. Only making the most beautiful person I know feel like she is flying on a fucking cloud. If I can do that much, then maybe I’m not so fucking terrible.

Gently, I slide one finger in, and she drops onto the mattress, arching her back as she continues to gasp for air.

“Oh God, Logan,” she whines. “I’m gonna come.”

My dick pulses in my pants, and I can feel my own orgasm coming on as I slide another finger in with barely enough room, pushing her closer and closer to ecstasy.

“Come for me, Sierra,” I moan against her sex.

Then, I pick up speed, curling my fingers to find just the right pleasure spot. She’s writhing on my bed, and it’s honestly the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I suck her clit with even more pressure, teasing the fuck out of it with every flick of my tongue, and as soon as I feel myself crashing into an orgasm, Sierra screams.

Her hands dig into my hair as her legs stiffen up next to my ears. Her body quakes through the orgasm, small spasms cascading down her legs until she finally collapses with a long sigh.