Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

Fragments of us, Håkan whispers as she stands in the doorway inhaling the fresh air. Milo has raced over to the nearest tree. He is so desperate for a pee that he hobbles along on three legs for the last couple of metres, and Anna can’t help laughing. Milo seems to notice; he gives her a dirty look as he trots back across the yard and slips indoors past her legs. Anna remains outside for a little while longer. Watches a skein of geese flying across the sky in a V-shaped formation. No more disembowelled rabbits have appeared on the step, thank goodness. Agnes seems to find the mystery intriguing rather than horrible, which is something of a relief. Anna takes another deep breath, appreciates the smells, the beauty, the vivid colours, the faint cries of the geese, high above. Tries not to hate everything, but it’s hard.

I loved you more than anything in the world, Håkan whispers. And you felt the same way about me, didn’t you?

She didn’t dream last night, at least not that she remembers. And yet there is something niggling away in the back of her mind, a lingering thought or feeling that she can’t quite pin down. Something to do with the mural and Simon Vidje’s tragic fate. She ought to think about something else; she definitely ought to call her solicitor. He’d promised to get in touch as soon as the preliminary investigation was over, but more than a week has passed since they last spoke. Monday, she tells herself. If I haven’t heard anything, I’ll contact him on Monday.

*

After breakfast she helps Agnes to load her photographic equipment into the car. Agnes is very keen, and keeps showing her mother the satellite image on her phone.

‘There, look. The little black pool in the middle of the forest – that’s the old quarry. You can even see the rocks if you zoom in.’

They get in the car; Milo settles down on Agnes’s knee as usual, and looks deeply hurt when Agnes shoos him down onto the floor. He glares at Anna as if she is somehow to blame for this terrible rejection.

‘You have to drive a couple of miles before you reach the turning.’

Anna does as she is told. She is so pleased that she and Agnes are talking to each other and doing something together. The strange landscape of the ridge whizzes by on both sides – deciduous trees, small enclosed fields and low stone walls. A little sawmill right by the roadside, before the vista opens up.

‘Look!’ Agnes is pointing to a herd of deer over by the edge of the forest.