Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

The display cabinet is crammed with medals, plaques and cups, mostly for wrestling, although there are a few from various school championships in different sports from the mid-’80s. Beside the cabinet there is a display of pictures – young men in wrestling gear and hockey strips. Alexander is in every one; he was very good-looking back then. He is almost always smiling, gazing confidently into the camera – except for the last photograph, in which he seems distracted, not really present. Anna looks at the date: 1991. The year after Simon’s death. The year before he injured himself and missed out on the Olympics.

The box of LPs beneath the stereo contains nothing but ’80s rock – Bon Jovi, Europe, Bryan Adams, Iron Maiden, AC/DC.

In one corner of the room she finds a framed collage of images – young men and women dressed in white, with their student caps. Signs proclaiming HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION 1990, enlarged baby pictures, miniature champagne bottles, garlands of flowers. Dazzling, perfect smiles, sparkling eyes. Even though the occasion was almost thirty years ago, she can almost hear them singing the traditional songs at the tops of their voices.

One of the pictures is slightly bigger than the others: Alexander Morell in a dinner jacket, with his arm around the waist of a curvaceous woman in a low-cut dress, with curly blonde hair. Anna assumes it was taken at the graduation ball, and guesses that the woman is Alex’s girlfriend – maybe even the mother of his two girls?

In the bottom right-hand corner there is a group photo: three boys and two girls, all in their white student clothes and peaked caps, arms around one another, seemingly roaring at the camera.

FRIENDS FOREVER, it says in one of those stuck-on speech bubbles that was popular at the time.

Anna immediately recognises Alex and his blonde companion; the shorter boy beside him must be Bruno Sordi. A tall girl with curly hair and an elongated face is on the other side of Bruno. There is no mistaking Marie Andersson, now Sordi, though she isn’t wearing glasses, and looks considerably more cheerful than she does nowadays. On the far left is a young man with shoulder-length fair hair. He is pale, his skin seems almost transparent, but his eyes are bright and lively, and he looks happy. This must be Simon Vidje.

‘There you are!’

Alex is in the doorway with a drink in each hand. His tone and expression are largely amused, but there is the tiniest frown between his eyebrows.

‘I saw the display . . .’ she pauses to avoid the stammer, ‘cabinet from the hallway. Impressive!’

He relaxes, hands her a glass.

‘I must have told Mum and Dad a hundred times to put everything away and convert this place into a guest room. I think Mum likes the idea, but Dad refuses. He wants everything to stay exactly the same as it’s always been. Time travel straight back into the ’80s . . .’