Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘Do you think there’s someone there?’

‘Like who? All the others are still by the fire, aren’t they?’

‘Not them. Someone else . . .’ They listened for a few seconds, but all they could hear was their own breathing, and the general hum of conversation from the rest of the group.

‘Probably the same killer deer as before,’ Simon said with a grin. ‘It probably wonders what the fuck we’re doing.’

‘You think?’ She tried to shake off the fear, but without success.

‘Absolutely. What’s wrong with you, anyway? Has something happened?’

Carina didn’t answer. Instead, she chewed at her upper lip, still listening.

‘It’s silly,’ she mumbled. ‘I’m just a bit drunk and paranoid.’

‘What are you talking about?’

She shook her head.

‘Tell me!’ Simon took her by the arm. His touch wasn’t unpleasant – quite the reverse, in fact. Carina took a deep breath and held it for a few seconds. ‘OK, so the week before school finished, Marie and I were on the bus home. We were bored and started talking about our favourite ’80s hits.’

Simon laughed. ‘Which one of you went for “Never Gonna Give You Up” by Rick Astley?’

‘Fuck off.’

‘Sorry, sorry. Go on – you were on the bus talking about ’80s hits.’

‘I happened to mention that I really like “When Doves Cry”.’

‘Prince – good song!’

‘It is!’ Carina’s face lit up. ‘Anyway, we started humming the bit that goes do do-do. Do do do-do. After a while it became a thing. We’d be talking about something else, and suddenly one of us would start humming and the other one would join in. Do do-do – we’d laugh until we nearly wet ourselves. Not very mature, but you know what that last week was like. It was such a relief to be finishing school.’

Simon nodded.

‘The next morning—’ She broke off. ‘Promise you won’t laugh.’

‘Scout’s honour.’ Simon saluted with his right hand.

‘So . . . no, it sounds really stupid.’ Carina could feel her cheeks burning.

‘Just tell me.’

‘OK, but don’t laugh!’ She pulled herself together. ‘The next morning there was a dead bird on my windowsill. A white dove.’

There was a brief silence, then Simon burst out laughing.

‘Fuck’s sake, Simon, you promised!’ Carina punched him in the chest.

‘Sorry, it just sounds so . . .’

‘Stupid. Yes, I know. I’m a blonde bimbo.’ She folded her arms and turned away.

‘I didn’t mean it like that. I really am sorry. You’re anything but stupid, Carina. You don’t think the dove had just crashed into the window?’

‘No, because the noise would have woken me up. It wasn’t battered at all – it was just lying there. It looked as if was asleep. It was almost beautiful, but in a horrible way. I got the idea that someone had overheard us, followed me home. I’ve been paranoid ever since.’