Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Extract from Rites of Spring
- About the Author
‘Do you think there’s someone there?’
‘Like who? All the others are still by the fire, aren’t they?’
‘Not them. Someone else . . .’ They listened for a few seconds, but all they could hear was their own breathing, and the general hum of conversation from the rest of the group.
‘Probably the same killer deer as before,’ Simon said with a grin. ‘It probably wonders what the fuck we’re doing.’
‘You think?’ She tried to shake off the fear, but without success.
‘Absolutely. What’s wrong with you, anyway? Has something happened?’
Carina didn’t answer. Instead, she chewed at her upper lip, still listening.
‘It’s silly,’ she mumbled. ‘I’m just a bit drunk and paranoid.’
‘What are you talking about?’
She shook her head.
‘Tell me!’ Simon took her by the arm. His touch wasn’t unpleasant – quite the reverse, in fact. Carina took a deep breath and held it for a few seconds. ‘OK, so the week before school finished, Marie and I were on the bus home. We were bored and started talking about our favourite ’80s hits.’
Simon laughed. ‘Which one of you went for “Never Gonna Give You Up” by Rick Astley?’
‘Fuck off.’
‘Sorry, sorry. Go on – you were on the bus talking about ’80s hits.’
‘I happened to mention that I really like “When Doves Cry”.’
‘Prince – good song!’
‘It is!’ Carina’s face lit up. ‘Anyway, we started humming the bit that goes do do-do. Do do do-do. After a while it became a thing. We’d be talking about something else, and suddenly one of us would start humming and the other one would join in. Do do-do – we’d laugh until we nearly wet ourselves. Not very mature, but you know what that last week was like. It was such a relief to be finishing school.’
Simon nodded.
‘The next morning—’ She broke off. ‘Promise you won’t laugh.’
‘Scout’s honour.’ Simon saluted with his right hand.
‘So . . . no, it sounds really stupid.’ Carina could feel her cheeks burning.
‘Just tell me.’
‘OK, but don’t laugh!’ She pulled herself together. ‘The next morning there was a dead bird on my windowsill. A white dove.’
There was a brief silence, then Simon burst out laughing.
‘Fuck’s sake, Simon, you promised!’ Carina punched him in the chest.
‘Sorry, it just sounds so . . .’
‘Stupid. Yes, I know. I’m a blonde bimbo.’ She folded her arms and turned away.
‘I didn’t mean it like that. I really am sorry. You’re anything but stupid, Carina. You don’t think the dove had just crashed into the window?’
‘No, because the noise would have woken me up. It wasn’t battered at all – it was just lying there. It looked as if was asleep. It was almost beautiful, but in a horrible way. I got the idea that someone had overheard us, followed me home. I’ve been paranoid ever since.’