Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

Once the dishes are done, Agnes disappears up to the chapel. Anna can hear her gathering up her equipment: the tripod, the reflective umbrella with the flash, the screens, the bags containing different lenses. She knows how expensive everything is, remembers the arguments with Håkan.

You do realise you’re buying her love? You’re putting me in an impossible position. And how the hell can you afford it?

That all seems so unimportant now.

After a while she goes upstairs. Waits for a moment, half expecting Agnes to snap at her, say she wants to be left in peace. When that doesn’t happen, she wanders slowly over to the big window. Once again it’s hard to tear her eyes away from the view, even though it’s completely different from the previous day. The fog rests on the trees like a lid, their tops no more than grey silhouettes. She can see a series of red lights in the distance, and eventually realises that they are the markers on the wind turbines out on the plain – prehistoric beasts made of metal, flashing in time with one another.

Agnes has rigged up her camera in front of the painting.

‘Mum, could you fetch the other lamp?’

Anna tries not to show how pleased she is to be included.

Baby steps, she thinks. She tries to get Håkan mentally on board, but right now he’s keeping quiet. Which is a good thing. And yet she misses his voice.

She hands Agnes the lamp, watches as her daughter fixes it in place with well-practised hands. She gazes at the mural again. The same dark sky, the rocks, the silent, brooding forest. The rain, disturbing the surface of the water and distorting the reflection.

‘Isn’t it beautiful?’ Agnes says. ‘The colours, the atmosphere, the rain – everything. I keep getting the feeling that the water is hiding a secret, that there’s something below the surface. It will be exciting to see if it actually is based on the quarry – to see the place for real.’

‘Mm.’ Anna tilts her head on one side, studies the shifting images on the dark surface.

‘I’ve googled Karl-Jo’s work,’ Agnes goes on. ‘I haven’t found anything like this, so it looks as if no one’s ever photographed it. I might be the first, in which case I can include the pictures in my portfolio.’ She starts adjusting the lamps again, small, skilful movements. The positive atmosphere from lunch is still there, making Anna feel warm inside. We can get through this, she thinks. Everything’s going to be OK. Håkan still doesn’t say a word.

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