Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

He released his grip and slowly got to his feet, hearing the disappointment in the others’ voices.

Simon rolled away from the hollow, spitting out brown rainwater. He tried to get to his knees, but was immediately pushed over.

‘You think you’re so fucking special.’ Alex hardly recognised Bruno’s voice; it was so full of hatred. ‘You think you can do whatever you like, don’t you?’

Once again Simon made a wobbly attempt to stand up, this time facing in a different direction, but once again he was pushed over. It was Carina’s turn now.

‘You’re nothing but a little shit, Simon. You know that, don’t you?’

Simon rolled sideways and tried a third direction, only to be knocked back by Marie. She hit him with such force that he banged his head on a stone.

‘Letting me down with no warning – we’re like brother and sister!’

Simon rubbed the back of his head, and his face contorted.

‘Look, he’s crying!’ Alex shouted. ‘What a fucking baby!’

‘Fucking idiots,’ Simon managed to say. His voice sounded fragile, desperate.

He was still trying to stand up, but Alex was having none of it.

‘You’re the one who’s an idiot, Simon,’ he said with a grin. The sense of power filled his body, made him feel better than he’d done for a long time. ‘Say you’re an idiot and we might let you get up.’

Simon shook his head. There were tears pouring down his face, tears of rage, tears of humiliation. He rolled over again, but the headlock and the brief wrestling match had used up most of his strength. Alex signalled to the others to close the circle. They formed a dense forest of legs, blocking any escape route.

‘Say you’re an idiot!’ Alex repeated. ‘Say you’re a fucking cry baby and we’ll let you go.’

Simon pushed himself up with his arms and was rewarded with a kick to his cheekbone, so hard that his teeth rattled.

‘Say it!’ Alex yelled.

Simon collapsed, rested his forearms on his knees and lowered his head.

‘I’m an idiot,’ he mumbled.

‘Louder!’ Carina shouted.

‘I’m an idiot.’

‘Say you’re a traitor!’ Marie chipped in.

‘I’m a traitor.’

‘Say your dad should be in the loony bin!’

Simon looked up. His hair was soaking wet, the pouring rain was running down his face. There was a strange sheen to his eyes.

‘Say it,’ Bruno hissed. ‘Say your dad should be in the loony bin.’