Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

The phone rings. It’s one of the women on reception, who introduces herself by name and sounds both pleasant and polite.

‘You have a visitor, a Lisa Savic. Apparently, she’s arranged to see you – would you like me to bring her up?’

*

Once again Lisa Savic makes a very positive impression when they shake hands. She’s wearing the same sweater, jeans and boots, but today the outfit is complemented by a scarf wound around her neck to protect her from the autumn wind. Anna had completely forgotten the meeting after the chaos of the previous day. She tells herself it’s better to be doing something rather than staring at the phone.

‘I’m not just here because of my father,’ Lisa begins when she’s settled in one of the visitor’s chairs. Her voice is soft and pleasant, her accent from somewhere in central Sweden. ‘My mother died when I was eleven. I was born when she was only twenty, and she wasn’t ready to have a child. It might have been because of the drug abuse, or something else. Whatever the reason, she handed me over to a foster family when I was a baby. She didn’t abandon me,’ Lisa adds before Anna can say anything. ‘When she was drug-free and feeling well she came to see me, and she sent presents on every birthday. She and my foster parents were in regular contact, and when she died, they even cleared out her apartment.’

Anna leans forward; in spite of everything that’s going on, she wants to know where this narrative is heading.

‘And your father?’

Lisa shrugs. ‘He came with Mum to see me a few times when I was little, but I don’t remember anything about it. There are a couple of old photographs of the three of us sitting in the garden. We weren’t exactly playing happy families, if I can put it that way.’

She smiles sadly; Anna can’t help smiling back.

‘When my mother died, the link between us disappeared. However, a few years ago I started to wonder who I was. It’s not unusual in children who have been adopted or grew up in foster care. I think I really wanted to find out more about my mother, all the stuff she hadn’t told me. Who she was when she was young, what she dreamed of . . . Why things turned out the way they did. So, I contacted my father.’

Her smile is a little shy this time, as if she is waiting for Anna to say something, but then she goes on: