Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘Karl-Jo painted these too.’ She brings up photographs of a small display case with a forest motif: tall grey tree trunks disappearing into the mist and becoming barely visible shapes, half trees and half shadow-creatures. Inside the case Mats has built a section of a stone wall. It must have taken him many hours. On top of one of the bigger stones a snake with a zigzag pattern down its back is consuming what is presumably a mouse; only the back legs and the tail are protruding from the snake’s jaws. Seen through the lens of a camera, it looks incredibly realistic. It is almost impossible to distinguish the image from the reality itself.

‘Did Mats say what Karl-Johan thought of his collection?’

‘He said Karl-Jo did the paintings here at Tabor, then Mats came and collected them. He’s had his collection down in the cellar since the mid-’80s, but Karl-Johan has never been there. According to Mats, he doesn’t like dead animals. It’s a pity everyone doesn’t think that way,’ Agnes says with a little smile.

Anna remembers Morell’s story about the injured deer that found its way into the garden at Tabor, and wonders if she should share it with Agnes.

Her daughter leans back in her chair and tucks a strand of hair behind one ear. The gesture reminds Anna so strongly of Håkan that her heart turns over.

‘I asked Mats about Simon,’ Agnes continues. ‘At first he seemed pleased; he talked a lot about Simon’s studio and his music. Apparently, he could play five instruments, and everyone liked him. But when I wanted to know about the accident, Mats didn’t want to chat anymore. He said all the joy had gone from Änglaberga with Simon, and that it never came back. Then he went up to his room and closed the door. I had to find my own way out. Aunt Elisabet called to me as I was about to start the Vespa and invited me into the kitchen for coffee and cake. Mats is right – the whole of Änglaberga feels kind of gloomy, doesn’t it?’

‘Mm.’

They sit in silence for a few seconds. ‘Do you really think that grief can make you go blind?’ Agnes asks.

‘I don’t know, but certain illnesses can be triggered by traumatic events. I’m not sure about . . .’

‘Retinitis pigmentosa,’ Agnes supplies. ‘I googled it. The first symptom is difficulty with night vision, then a loss of colour and sharpness, then peripheral vision disappears until all that’s left is a narrow, grainy black-and-white field of vision straight ahead.’ She shakes her head sadly. ‘It must be terrible, especially for someone like Karl-Jo, who has lived with colours and pictures. So cruel.’

‘Some illnesses are more cruel than others.’