Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Extract from Rites of Spring
- About the Author
‘A search had been carried out on a co-worker’s computer for a manual for an infusion pump – the same model that was used in the care of your ex-husband. The time of that search was just after midday, and your co-worker has told us that he doesn’t always log out of the system when he goes for lunch. He has also said that because you were his team leader, you often had a good reason to be in his office.’
Santesson pauses again, exchanges a quick glance with her solicitor, then delivers the killer blow with a smug little smile.
‘One more thing. The infusion pump that gave your ex-husband the overdose that killed him . . .’ That horrible finger taps the file again. ‘We’ve re-examined it. Can you think of any good reason why your fingerprints should be on it?’
The finger executes a little dance of triumph. Out of the corner of her eye Anna sees her solicitor straighten up, but before he can speak, Santesson leans across the table, his tone softening.
‘Håkan didn’t have long left, Anna. A week maybe, no more. Helping someone out of their suffering is neither murder nor manslaughter; it’s an act of mercy. Love, even.’ Santesson’s smile is sorrowful and sympathetic this time. Anna doesn’t manage to quell the swallow reflex.
‘I think I speak for everyone in this room, when I say that we can all put ourselves in your position. It’s possible that one or more of us would have done exactly the same.’ He tilts his head on one side. ‘That’s what it was, wasn’t it, Anna? An act of mercy?’
The silence in the room is intense, the atmosphere so thick that she can barely breathe.
‘I . . . I . . .’
The stammer comes at exactly the wrong moment. It’s a big one, the kind that only affects her once or twice a year. She gasps for air, tries to employ the usual methods to regain control, but to no avail. Her vocal cords cramp uncontrollably and refuse to stop, even when she clenches her fists and stares down at the floor. The lack of oxygen is making her head pound.
She feels her solicitor’s hand on her shoulder, holds up her own hand before he can suggest a break. ‘W . . . wait!’ she manages to say.
She swallows hard and finally the cramping stops. She fills her lungs with air. Once, twice. The pressure on her temples slowly eases. She looks up, meets her solicitor’s troubled gaze, then Santesson’s. His bald head is still tilted on one side, and his smile is still full of false empathy. The bulldog leans forward as if he has scented blood. Anna closes her eyes, takes another deep breath.
‘Think of your daughter,’ Santesson says softly. ‘Doesn’t Agnes deserve to know the truth about how her father really died?’