Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘A search had been carried out on a co-worker’s computer for a manual for an infusion pump – the same model that was used in the care of your ex-husband. The time of that search was just after midday, and your co-worker has told us that he doesn’t always log out of the system when he goes for lunch. He has also said that because you were his team leader, you often had a good reason to be in his office.’

Santesson pauses again, exchanges a quick glance with her solicitor, then delivers the killer blow with a smug little smile.

‘One more thing. The infusion pump that gave your ex-husband the overdose that killed him . . .’ That horrible finger taps the file again. ‘We’ve re-examined it. Can you think of any good reason why your fingerprints should be on it?’

The finger executes a little dance of triumph. Out of the corner of her eye Anna sees her solicitor straighten up, but before he can speak, Santesson leans across the table, his tone softening.

‘Håkan didn’t have long left, Anna. A week maybe, no more. Helping someone out of their suffering is neither murder nor manslaughter; it’s an act of mercy. Love, even.’ Santesson’s smile is sorrowful and sympathetic this time. Anna doesn’t manage to quell the swallow reflex.

‘I think I speak for everyone in this room, when I say that we can all put ourselves in your position. It’s possible that one or more of us would have done exactly the same.’ He tilts his head on one side. ‘That’s what it was, wasn’t it, Anna? An act of mercy?’

The silence in the room is intense, the atmosphere so thick that she can barely breathe.

‘I . . . I . . .’

The stammer comes at exactly the wrong moment. It’s a big one, the kind that only affects her once or twice a year. She gasps for air, tries to employ the usual methods to regain control, but to no avail. Her vocal cords cramp uncontrollably and refuse to stop, even when she clenches her fists and stares down at the floor. The lack of oxygen is making her head pound.

She feels her solicitor’s hand on her shoulder, holds up her own hand before he can suggest a break. ‘W . . . wait!’ she manages to say.

She swallows hard and finally the cramping stops. She fills her lungs with air. Once, twice. The pressure on her temples slowly eases. She looks up, meets her solicitor’s troubled gaze, then Santesson’s. His bald head is still tilted on one side, and his smile is still full of false empathy. The bulldog leans forward as if he has scented blood. Anna closes her eyes, takes another deep breath.

‘Think of your daughter,’ Santesson says softly. ‘Doesn’t Agnes deserve to know the truth about how her father really died?’