Back Come Back For Me
Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. ALSO AVAILABLE BY HEIDI PERKS
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Evergreen Island
  6. PRESENT
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Evergreen Island
  13. PRESENT
  14. Evergreen Island
  15. PRESENT
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Evergreen Island
  18. PRESENT
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Evergreen Island
  21. PRESENT
  22. Chapter Thirteen
  23. Evergreen Island
  24. PRESENT
  25. Chapter Fifteen
  26. Evergreen Island
  27. PRESENT
  28. Chapter Seventeen
  29. Chapter Eighteen
  30. Evergreen Island
  31. PRESENT
  32. Chapter Twenty
  33. Evergreen Island
  34. PRESENT
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Chapter Twenty-Three
  37. Evergreen Island
  38. PRESENT
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  42. Evergreen Island
  43. PRESENT
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Evergreen Island
  46. PRESENT
  47. Evergreen Island
  48. PRESENT
  49. Evergreen Island
  50. PRESENT
  51. Chapter Thirty-Three
  52. Evergreen Island
  53. PRESENT
  54. Chapter Thirty-Five
  55. Chapter Thirty-Six
  56. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  57. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  58. READ MORE
  59. The Night of the Fire

‘Okay.’ I smile weakly as I pick up the glass of water that sits on the small table in front of me. My blood burns as it speeds around my veins like cars on a race track and I can’t sit still on the sofa as I lean forward, then back, before shuffling to the edge again, folding my hands in my lap.

But I am grateful for his kindness when he asks me if I’m okay to proceed. And I’m also grateful for the fact that at least someone is telling me they won’t lie to me even if they can’t give me everything I need.

The detective asks what I know about the incident and I tell him there’s absolutely nothing. He seems to accept this as he moves on to wider questions about Iona and my family. Did we see her often? How well did I get on with her? How about my sister? My mother? My father?

To start I tell him that during that summer I had always thought Iona was friendly and good fun, but that it was Bonnie who had formed a very close friendship with her. Though I don’t add it was closer than anyone else before and possibly even after.

I say that Mum was the one who instigated the dinner invites so I’d assumed she liked her, but what I don’t say is that at some point those invites must have dried up because in the last couple of weeks Iona stopped coming over. I realise I’d never given this any thought before now.

And Dad? My chest is tight as I tell Harwood that Iona and he got on well, that he made her laugh with his stories. I push my clammy hands beneath me, willing the fabric of the sofa to dry them out.

My omissions sit in hard lumps in my throat and it crosses my mind that one day I may have to tell a courtroom why I never said more.

But Harwood isn’t pressing me; instead he wants to know what other friendships Iona formed on the island. His question surprises me and I can’t work out where he is going with it when surely he must only be interested in my brother.

‘It was so long ago,’ I say, ‘and I was only eleven.’ It feels as if all my answers have been vague and I have a strange desire not to disappoint him.

‘I appreciate that, Ms Harvey,’ he says. ‘But can you think of anyone else she used to hang out with or talk about?’

‘Well, there was one girl,’ I say, the only person I ever saw her laughing with. ‘Tess Carlton.’