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Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. ALSO AVAILABLE BY HEIDI PERKS
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Evergreen Island
  6. PRESENT
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Evergreen Island
  13. PRESENT
  14. Evergreen Island
  15. PRESENT
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Evergreen Island
  18. PRESENT
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Evergreen Island
  21. PRESENT
  22. Chapter Thirteen
  23. Evergreen Island
  24. PRESENT
  25. Chapter Fifteen
  26. Evergreen Island
  27. PRESENT
  28. Chapter Seventeen
  29. Chapter Eighteen
  30. Evergreen Island
  31. PRESENT
  32. Chapter Twenty
  33. Evergreen Island
  34. PRESENT
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Chapter Twenty-Three
  37. Evergreen Island
  38. PRESENT
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  42. Evergreen Island
  43. PRESENT
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Evergreen Island
  46. PRESENT
  47. Evergreen Island
  48. PRESENT
  49. Evergreen Island
  50. PRESENT
  51. Chapter Thirty-Three
  52. Evergreen Island
  53. PRESENT
  54. Chapter Thirty-Five
  55. Chapter Thirty-Six
  56. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  57. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  58. READ MORE
  59. The Night of the Fire

Bonnie nods and I wait for her to say something about Mum, but instead she says, ‘Do you think he’s still alive?’ She offers me a biscuit, grabbing one for herself and pushing it into her mouth as she looks at me expectantly.

‘God, Bonnie. What a thing to say.’

She shrugs and continues to watch me as she chews intently. ‘I think Mum probably did know where he was,’ she says finally, her voice much quieter. ‘I can’t imagine her never looking for him.’

That evening, while the news is still spilling out the same brief headlines, I finally pick up my iPad and scour the pictures that various websites are showing, poring over them in search of familiar faces.

I have always wondered what happened to the people I grew up around and who might still be on the island. Those who were once such a part of my life that I could never have imagined one without them. I zoom in close on a picture of a crowd near the police tent, studying their faces for a hint of recognition, but the more I enlarge the photo the more granulated it becomes. Despite this I trace my finger across the people until I stop. Standing a little further back, away from the huddle, is a woman I’m sure I recognise.

I click off the picture and open another and now I can clearly see it is Jill’s mother, Ruth Taylor. She is standing alone by the café in a photo the press have captioned ‘The local village’. I study her face, its roundness, her mouth skewed as she stares at something out of the shot. She looks older, of course, her hair now completely grey.

So, they never left the island. For many reasons I’d always hoped Jill had.

I sigh as I return to the first photo and lean back. Every one of these people will have to answer questions in the next few days, and I’m sure that if the police don’t already know who the body belongs to, they soon will.

No one is able to set foot on or off the island without everyone else knowing about it. No one could have been buried under its earth without at least one of its residents knowing who it is.

Chapter Four

I used to beg Mum to take me back to Evergreen. I’d done so ever since the night we left right up to just before Danny had packed his bags and a year after Dad had gone.

‘We could still go back,’ I suggested over breakfast. ‘Dad was the one who made us leave and he’s not here now.’ Whatever level of truth there was in the reasons they gave us, it was clear it had been his decision for us to get on that ferry.

‘I don’t think so, Stella,’ Mum said.

‘I don’t understand why not. We were happy, we—’