Back Come Back For Me
Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. ALSO AVAILABLE BY HEIDI PERKS
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Evergreen Island
  6. PRESENT
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Evergreen Island
  13. PRESENT
  14. Evergreen Island
  15. PRESENT
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Evergreen Island
  18. PRESENT
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Evergreen Island
  21. PRESENT
  22. Chapter Thirteen
  23. Evergreen Island
  24. PRESENT
  25. Chapter Fifteen
  26. Evergreen Island
  27. PRESENT
  28. Chapter Seventeen
  29. Chapter Eighteen
  30. Evergreen Island
  31. PRESENT
  32. Chapter Twenty
  33. Evergreen Island
  34. PRESENT
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Chapter Twenty-Three
  37. Evergreen Island
  38. PRESENT
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  42. Evergreen Island
  43. PRESENT
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Evergreen Island
  46. PRESENT
  47. Evergreen Island
  48. PRESENT
  49. Evergreen Island
  50. PRESENT
  51. Chapter Thirty-Three
  52. Evergreen Island
  53. PRESENT
  54. Chapter Thirty-Five
  55. Chapter Thirty-Six
  56. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  57. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  58. READ MORE
  59. The Night of the Fire

‘Do you remember that time he fell out the tree and I thought he was dead?’ Bonnie says. ‘He didn’t move, he just laid there.’ She hangs her arms out to the side, her tongue lolling out of her mouth. She looks comical and it’s hard not to smile. ‘He’d been secretly watching Iona and me and the branch had snapped beneath that heaving body of his and he just plopped on the ground at our feet.’

‘Vaguely.’ Was that the time she’d been screaming at Mum in the kitchen about him?

‘I wished for him not to move for a moment, and then he did, and I wanted to kill him. He was always watching us. He embarrassed me so much,’ she says. ‘No one understood that boy.’

‘No one tried,’ I murmur.

‘As far back as I can remember he was always playing on his own, wheeling those cars of his round and round in the sand. I used to ask myself why they spent so much effort trying to work me out when anyone could see it was Danny who needed help.’

‘When did those sessions stop?’ I ask her. ‘The ones Mum took you to.’

‘Stay and Play?’ Bonnie shrugs and scoops up a spoonful of soup. ‘When I was about seven. I don’t know. Whenever it was that Mum suddenly whisked me out of there one day and said she didn’t need to know any more.’

‘Any more about what?’ I ask but I know Bonnie won’t go further. She tells me she doesn’t have any more answers, but I’m not sure if it’s the truth or if she simply doesn’t want to face them.

‘He only got worse as he got older,’ she says, turning the attention back on Danny. ‘That last summer he was a nightmare. You must remember the sleep-out at the beach?’

‘Of course I do.’ I had been there too when Danny was accused of grabbing one of the girls.

‘And the way he was with Iona,’ she murmurs. ‘He made it awkward for me. I was surprised she hung around as much as she did when Danny was there.’

‘He liked her,’ I say, ‘because she was so nice to him.’

Bonnie looks away, but not before I notice the tiniest flicker of a cloud passing over her face. ‘I went to Mum’s grave the other day,’ she says. ‘Did you put those flowers there?’

I sit back in the chair. I shouldn’t be surprised by Bonnie’s change of topic but she still manages to catch me off guard. I don’t bother answering when she knows I go every week and leave flowers.

‘She would have hated what’s happened, wouldn’t she?’

I nod, and in a way I’m glad she’s not here to see it.

‘Do you want coffee?’ Bonnie asks after we’ve finished lunch.